Tans are As Golden as a Cereal Box of Grahams, Where Beauty Passes Every Fantasy Test.
Money Flows, Bottles and Wrists Fight Over Who's Tha Most Iced Out, How These Pesos Came 2 Be Is Anybody's Guess.
This Is Tha Ultimate Spot, For Tha Ultimate Fun...Yet Here I Lay In Moonlight Contemplating What is Success?!!
I Luv 2 Party and Enjoy Life...I Used 2 Joke That I'm Tha Kind of Guy Tucked Away in VIP Reading a Book!
Tha Hottest of Gurls Dancing Around Me Like A Modern Day Julius Ceaser...Like A Warhol at Studio 54, Not Wanting His Picture Took.
But As Soon As 'My Song' Hits..."Oh Snap!!", I'm Hitting That Dancefloor, Hand in Hand With Some Cutie Letting Loose Like A Smoking 'Ah' From A Lil Wayne Hook!
Life Is 2 Be Lived, Enjoy It Tha Best U Can...For Tha Undertaker Can Be A Sneaky Little Crook.
What If Though, You've Done All U Can, And In Those Hands Of Yours There Is Nothing 2 Show?
It's Like Going 2 Tha Baddest Party Over in Tha Gables...Ur Wearing A Ski Mask and Gloves Disappointed That There's No Snow.
I Mean, What Do U Really Do When U Keep Pounding on That Door To Ur Dreams, So Hard That Ur Freaking Top is About 2 Blow!
U Know Somebody is Inside Cuz U Hear Tha Moans along With "Yes! Faster...Faster!", Yet Nobody Is Letting U In On Tha Fun...Do U Put a Paper Cup 2 Tha Door or Just Go?!
Nothing In Tha World Can Be Worse Than Not Getting What U Want...When You Want...Time and Time Again.
It's Like Getting That Wedding Invitation in Tha Mail, Wondering 'Why Do All Tha Great Guys and Gurls Go 2 My Best Friends?'
You Can Ask Urself '21 Questions'...Thinking U Ain't Worth Nuthing More Than 50 Cents...Maybe U Should Speak like 'A-Yo!' Or Only Use 'Technology', Because It Seems Like U Just Can't Win.
Ur Positive, Very Outgoing and Smart, How Come I must Travel 2 Tha Most Dusty and Cobwebbed Parts of My Souls Den?!
Everyone Is Like 'Hang In There.' Or...'Tha Right Person Will Come Along'...That's So Bloody Easy 2 Say When Ur Card of Luv or Wealth Has Expired.
It's Funny As Hershey Fudge...U Notice That U Rarely Hear Those That Are Going Through That, Speak Those Words...There's An Uncertainty That Lays in Tha Mulk and Tha Mire.
I Still Believe...But Time is Flying By...I Thought That He Was Tha One...Just As I Did For John, Paul, Ringo and George...After So Much Let Down I Should Just Retire.
I Speak Spanish, Tha Jobs Don't Want Me...I Got Tha Experience and I'm Overqualified...Is This Some Voodoo Curse Hovering Over Me...Whenever I Begin 2 Drive, Life Steals My Tires!
I'm gonna get personal...
No One Knows What U Have 2 Go Through 2 Get 2 Tha Place U Want 2 Get 2...So U Must Believe.
Things Can Happen That Leaves Ur Mouth in Disbelief, Singing Like Whitney and Mariah On How 'It's Not Fair!'...Leaving U To Wonder Like Steve.
It Can Make U Not Wanna Get Outta Bed 2 Face Another Day, and Even Get Dress Because Every Shirt In Ur Closet Has Stains From Ur Constant Tears on Their Sleeves.
You Work So Hard to Be At Tha Best Level U Can Be...And It Still Doesn't Work?? Aw Naw, Honey...Somebody Has 2 Pay For This...Either a Banana in Tha Exhaust Pipe, Or A Little Side Door Scratch With Some Keys!
Being Rejected, Being Dumped, Or Even Worse Not Even Getting A Chance...Can Sting...Can Suck...Can Bite...And Whatever Other Word U Can Come Up With For Sex, It's That Too!
Especially When Society, or Ur 3rd Grade Teacher, Or Tha Priest and Preacher Or When Bubba Tha Car Mechanic are Sharing All These Keys 2 Success, U Execute Them and Are Left Feeling More Blue.
You Can Never Be 'Perfect'...And I know What People Mean, But Sometimes Just You Believing That Ur Pursuing Perfection Can Almost E.T. You Where People Who Come in Contact With U Don't Know What 2 Do.
They May Have Given Up On Their Dreams...But U Still Believe That U Can Be President Or Become A CEO of A Fortune 50 or That Even Though I Grew up In Little Havana, One Day I'm Going 2 Have My Own Shoe.
When U Want 2 Change Tha World...When U Want A Gurlfriend or Boyfriend Who's Not Just Cool but Spectacular...There's A Major Process...One I Didn't Even See.
I used 2 Send Out My Resumè To These Modeling Agencies...Here's a Few To Ford...To Elite...To Wilhelmina...I Got it Going On...My Internship Call Should Be Coming Right After Teletubbies Goes Off PBS TV.
But I Didn't Hear From Them on Tha First or Second or Third Try...I'm Like 'Ooookayy!' Welcome 2 Tha Industry.
What It Did Though Was Help Flame A Fire In Which I Looked Within And Thought 'I'm Going 2 Do Whatever It Takes 2 Be Successful!' Nuthing In Tha World Will Stop Me.
When Doors are Bolted Shut, it May Be Steering You Into Another Path...But That Passion, Determination and Fire 2 Prove People Wrong and More Importantly Prove 2 Urself is Burning Hotter Than Ever.
I Talk About My Life With Luv and 'Finding Tha One' (I Heard A Harp as I said That!)...Whichever Gurl Reads This Should Know That There's No Pressure...None! Can't Say it Any More Better.
Cuz Life Has Prepared Me in Such a Way, for Whatever Happens...Ultimate Bachelor...Dream Husband...That I Know That Friendship and Courtship Goes Beyond Good Brain and Who's Kitty is More Wetter.
U Must Have A 'Connection' With That Person...I Enjoy Sexy Looking Gurls...Whether in A Swimsuit or Turtleneck...But If U Don't Have That 'Spark!'...Move On 2 Someone Who Does Like Horse Heads on A Stick and Leather!
I've Just Made Up in My Mind...That 'Fun' is Gonna Be Tha Basis of My Future Relationship...Not Concerned About Money or Sex...Do U Have a Silly Fun Gene In Ur Soul?!!
That is Tha Question...Cuz When Ur Dating a Guy or Gurl like Me...That Has Seen Tha Games, That Has Had Tha Eye Candy on Their Arm, Or Had Flowers and Jewels Delivered...U Want A Heart of Gold.
What Goes Beyond Ur Looks? What Goes Beyond Ur White Mercedes Benz? How Are U Different From Tha Rest? Are U Only Down When We're Shopping At Bal Harbour or Can U Still Come Over When I Got Mega-Trolled on Instagram and I have A Cold?
That's Why I Beg and Plea With People 2 Be Themselves and Be Straight Up From 'Tha Get'...People of Value Don't Have Time For Games...
Hold on, I'm feeling This on Today...
Usually Tha Movers and Shakers of This World are Quite Busy. Their Time is Precious. Heck it's Taking Me An Hour and A Half Plus Just 2 Write This. Time is Money. Money is Time. Time is A Commodity U Can't Get Back. I have 2 Say This Cuz My Future Baby Mama may be Reading This...Guys and Gurls of Value...Meaning Tha Cream of Tha Crop...Those That Are Trying 2 Leave a Legacy or Those Who show A Work Ethic 2 Make It...Tha Kinda Person That Many Guys and Gurls Dream 2 Date...We're Busy Man! Between Ur Regular Job or Writing like This and Eating Ur 3 Meals...Or Taking a Zen Break...or Having 2 Workout At Tha Gym Around 8pm and Leaving Right Before 10pm...Then Eating Again. It Takes Effort and Sacrifice. And I ain't Even Talking about Social Media. I Do My Stuff For Fun, but For Some, They Have 2 Post Something Constantly, Come Up With New Ideas or Camera Angles...
Freakin' A, What Is That Noise? I Promise U It Sounds Like Bed Springs and A Gurl Moaning Right Now! Oh...South Beach!! Anyways...
When Ur Busy Like That U Don't Have Time For Tha...(U Fill In Tha Blank!)...Time Wise...Emotionally...Physically...Like For Instance, An Hour Trip From Hear in Tha Beach Accross Town, Stuck in Traffic, is A Huge Sacrifice if When I Get Over There And Ur Not Ready and I have 2 Wait Another 30 Minutes For You 2 Get Glammed Up. Well...All Miami Gals Make U Wait Anyway (Wink!)... That's Funny...Some Gurls Would Make U Wait Before Tha Date...But Late In Tha Date, When U Wanna "U Know", Many Won't Make U Wait! Huh...I'm Losing Some Readership 2day, I know It! But it's Tha Freaking Truth...I Want a Gurl That's Vice Versa!
U Never Wanna Rush Things, but U Want 2 Know or...If I was a Beautiful Gurl that Everyone Wanted Cuz I'm Smart, Pretty, Sexy and Cool...How Would I Say This? Hmm...Ok. I Would Want 2 Know People's Intentions As Quickly As Possible. Do U Really Want 2 Get 2 Know Me? Am I just A Boy Toy or Trophy Gurlfriend 2 Flaunt Around? Are U Really Single or Just Tired of Ur Relationship but Still Not Committal on If U Should Leave? If ur not Hungry, don't look at Tha Menu, Cuz If U Look at Tha Menu, More Than Likely Ur Gonna Wanna Try Out 2 See If U Like. I'm not gonna be no 3rd Wheel.
U Ain't Trying 2 Quiz People, or Go Through Trickery...It's just That Ur Time, Effort and More Importantly Ur Heart is So Precious U Gotta Know ASAP, if A Person is Honestly Worth Being With You. And If Ur Worth Being With Them. That's Why I Say Just 'Be Real'! Yes, All of Us Have Been Hurt, Don't Mask Up Ur Personality For Tha Next Person...Still Believe in Urself. Sometimes Breakups or Someone Not Wanting 2 Be With You is Tha Best Thing That Can Happen. Don't take it Personal, Per Se...Look At it As U just Don't Match or See Life Tha Same. Now Ur Free 2 Really Be You. And U Will Meet Someone Alike.
Real Quick, cuz I'm Super Craving An Egg White Sandwich Right Now...Tha Thing That Has Ruffled My Underwear is That I Haven't Really Gotten A Chance 2 Know Folks. Around Super Beautiful Gurls? Oh, U Betcha! But Tha Gurls I've Wanted 2 Know have Been Cool but Then Like Shut Down When We Get Sorta Possibly Beyond a Few 'HaHa's and HeHe's!' I don't know if it's Confidence issues or They Think They Aren't Worthy or Ex-Boyfriend or Husband issues. It Takes A Lot of Inner Strength 2 Be With Me. But There is...And I Do Mean NO GREATER Phrase That a Person Can Have Than...
'That's Austin's Gurl!'
Cuz That means You Are Super Special...Inside and Out...And That U Are Tha Gurl Who Not Only Sees But Gets 2 Experience Fun and Luv at Tha Highest Level Imaginable. When Others or Ur Gurlfriends Talk about How Boring Their Life is or What Their Man Did For Them. U Can Inwardly Smile...Knowing That U Share an Unbreakable Bond With Someone Different. And With A Soul that is Open, Communicative And Willing 2 Do Whatever It Takes 2 Bring a Honest Giggle or Smile 2 Ur Day. That's Just Real Talk.
That's Why...All Women Are Beautiful, Let Me Just Say That....But That's Why A Lot Of Really Physically Attractive Females Have Been Attracted 2 Me. Because They Feel an Energy In Which We Can Relate. There Are Really Cool, Goal-Oriented, Intelligent, Driven and Drop-Alive Gurls and Women Out Here That Go Home Alone Every Night Because...Many Guys Are...Intimidated By Looks and Smarts. Or They Don't Feel Like They Are Worthy...Or They Think All Good Looking Gurls Are Crazy ( I Hate That One!)...Or Since She Has a Big Booty She Automatically Sleeps Around With Every Guy...Or Since She Has A Great Job That Makes Her Super Conceited...Or Guys Can't Handle Tha Fact That A Woman Is Making More Money Than Him...Or If She Doesn't Respond 2 A Text Within 10 Minutes A Dude Assumes She's Cheating on Him...
All These Things That 'Certain Girls' Go Through On Tha Constant from Guys and Deal With Even Being Hated On From Other Gurls. How Can One Hate and Bash and Body Shame on Another Gurl For Tha Natural Size of Her Boobs When God Is Tha One Who Gave Them 2 Her? I Don't Get It... I used 2 Get Joked on as A Kid For My Big Lips. Like I Really Had a Choice?! As if I Went Shopping inside My Mama's Wound And Chose What I Would look Like. It's Really Funny Cuz now Everybody Wants Pouty and Full Lips...No!!! Everyone is Beautiful in Their Own Way. But Don't Just Pre-judge Someone Without Knowing Tha Facts. Especially if That's Something a Person Can't Control or Has No Imput Over. But, I Already Know, That This Aforementioned Gurl Who is Radically Beautiful Inside and Outside and Who Knows What It Feels 2 Be Sorta Looked Up To While Being Alienated is Tha Gurl of My Dreams. She's Tha Girl That Wishes For a Guy That Will Understand Her and What She's Been Through...
And That's When She'll Meet Me!
Luv Me or Hate Me Baby! But At Least U Know...
It's Me.
Have Fun. Luv. And Don't Get Discouraged From Not Seeing Immediate Results...
Tha Best Is Yet 2 Come!
Peace.
Galaxia.
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