Everyday Since Tha Day Before Forever, I've Had 2 Start New...Without A Band of Pep.
Names of Gurls, Sights of Dreams...All Between These Lines Tossed Out Like A Bad Outfit At Tha Gala of Met.
Here On This Night, I Have One Final Sheet Remaining...Then Comes Tha End...So Rango, So Alice In Wonderland, So Johnny Depp.
I'm Stunned At All That Has Transpired in These Notes...How Many Scratch Outs and Scratch Offs Like a Manager Playing Tha Lotto.
Coming Home With Tha Milky Disease of Shakes of Heads...Wondering if My Recipe For Success Had Ran Outta Dough.
Possessing Tha Finest Quality of 'Luv' With Teaspoons upon Tablespoons of 'Fun', Only To Gather Quizzical Looks Like...So?!
Wondering if Betty Crocker was Wrong...or If Rachael Ray Done Lied...I Wanted A 30 Minute Meal of Success, Just Because 15 Minutes of Fame Can Leave U Feeling Like U Just Ate Crow.
Within Tha First Pages, I Jotted in Pencil, Cuz I just Knew...These Names and a Moments Would Be Erased Although I Hope They Stuck Like Lead.
As I Slept, I Would Leave Those Pages Open, Just In Anticipation...It Gave Me Life After Certain Disappointments Left Me For Dead.
But Yep!!! That All Too Familiar 'Ripping' Sound Followed...With Tha Dr. Dre Aftermath Of Me Laying Face Down, Donkey Up...Thinking What Differently Could I have Done Instead.
Are You Too Honest? Is Your Life Too Perfect? Maybe instead of Making a Baby Doll Laugh or Smile...You Should Just Be a Jerk and Say, 'I Wanna Lick U Up And Down In My Bed.'
Tha Front Cover Has Been Turned and Opened So Much, That it Looks Like It Just Got Beat Up By Tha Latin Kings.
You Know Those Gangsters...Ricardo Martin, Marcus Anthony, Donald Omar...With Wisin Y Yandel On Tha Side Doing Their Reggaeton Thing.
Tha Cover Was Red, Simply In Tha Name Of Amor...From These Pages I Wanted Special Moments and People To Jump off Tha Pages and Sing.
Once Again...It Seems Like I've Lost Another Scratch Pad...It Almost Looks Black Like A Swan...Becoming Tha Mila Kunis of Penning.
I Stare At This Final Page, Knowing Tha Last Rip Was Tha Toughest...Truly I Thought InWould Write No More.
A Fairy Tale Meeting With a Fairy Tale Ending...It Was As If Destiny and Fate Had Met Me Right When I Hit Tha Terminal's Door.
When You're Tha Most Outgoing Guy, Perhaps A Future Star In Tha Making, Not Having A Chance 2 Kiss A Beautiful Gurl's Heart Can Tear You Up To Tha Core.
Perhaps Wrong Timing...Maybe Playing 'Hard To Get'...But With All Tha Episodes Previously, Without Any Reciprocated 'Feedback', Pablo's Lost Cousin Considers This A Bore.
Cupid Has Been My Godfather For Many Decades Now, Some Would Say He's Only Cried Twice in His Life...Once, When Screech Finally Got Lisa...And Two, Tha Day I was Born.
He Taught Me 2 Be Myself, Think 'Friendship' before Tha 6 Plus 9, Always Treat Any Gurl Like She's A Beautiful Pearl...And On That Diamond Crested Oath, I Truly Sworn.
Lately He Told Me, Not To Rush Things, Always Get 2 Know A Princess' Heart, Whether She's A Jasmine or Cinderella or A Belle Named Ariel, Makes Sure She Always Feels Rosey Among These Other Thorns.
Whether Through A Poem, or A 'Mickey Mouse' Text, or a Good Song When You Just Need 'One Of Those Days'...Let Her Beauty Be At Ease, And Let Her Uniqueness Shine Through...For Bambi Told Me, 'There's Nuthing More Beautiful Than Tha Eyes of A Fawn.'
But I Had No Choice Earlier Than To Rip Out That Page and Place it On Tha Side...Wondering If It's Final Home Will Be My Heart's Trash Bin.
Never Have I Been So Perplexed By a Situation...My Swagger Has been Tested To Tha Max...As If Silence Was My Ultimate Kryptonite...It is 2 Bruce Wayne...Who's Not Only My Hero, But Also My Best Friend.
So I Move On. Yeah, I Move On...Which Leads Me To This Final Page, In Which Between These College Ruled Lines, This Kid Can Finally Jot Down Those Words...'I Win.'
Millions May 'Like' Me...But Who's Down As a Friend or Whatever 2 Really Luv Me...This Is My Final Page So I Cannot Start Again.
Yet, Through it All, I Feel Like I'm at My Very Best...About 2 Journey on An Era Where Everything Clicks, and Our Life Will Be Worthy of A Primetime Show.
Tha Kind Where Tha Impossible Becomes Possible...Where Giggles Become Unstoppable and Where Some Lucky Gal Can Raise Her Hand Proudly When They Ask, 'Whose Tha Most Romantic Man That You Know?'
I'm On A Tom Cruise Mission To Be At My Very Best, To Show This World That If You Have Wealth, Tha Goal is 2 Share Tha Blessings, To Make An Impact From Mountains High To Valleys Low.
You Should Want Your Presence To Be Felt Here, There and Everywhere...After You Lay Ur Fingerprint On Tha Globe Down, There Should Be a Difference...From Google Earth, Tha Planet Should Have a...
Glow.
I've Done This So Many Times and I Almost May Cry...Just Like Tha Notebook, My Real Life Movie Is A Can't Miss Blockbuster, One If Given a Chance, You Should Dart.
There Have Been Lessons Learned, Villains and Heroines, Some Who Played Themselves, Many Who Wore a Mask, But On This Final Page 2night...I have Room For One...Final...Part.
That's What I'm Going To Do, It Might Take Some Cramming But I Still Believe In My Dream...Believe In Keeping Tha Faith, While Being True 2 Urself...So I Guess On This Last Remaining Page I Hit Tha Button of Restart.
They Say, Live Each Day As If It's Your Last...Well, I'm Gonna Live Each Day Like Its My Final Page...It Actually Is...And If This Is Tha Final Notebook, Just Know I've Given You My All...
And I'm Going Out With Nuthing Less...
Than A Simple Drawing of...
A Smiley Face...
And A...
Heart.
Luv Always Wins.
Galaxia.
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