It's Flat Out Amazing...I've Truly Never Felt like This.
I Got This 'Air' of Fun and Energy Like I know I'm Gonna Get Every Wish.
Recently I Felt 'Un-Galaxia' like walking Around in Doubt, Despair like A Bowl With No Water But a Fish.
So Now I'm Gonna Share This New Found Burst 2 Whomever Wants 2 Partake...Always a Smash Hit, No Longer an Oscar Miss.
So Today I was Out and About...And it Seems like A Lotta People Were Sorta Down.
I'm not One 2 Complain...I've Gone 2 Tha King Many Times Wondering Where's My Crown.
U Sacrifice, Seemingly For Nothing...Life Serving U Peanuts and Ur Charlie Brown.
Life Seems Tha Same...Same Faces...Same Uber Car...Same Sex Position Wishing U Could Try Tha Doggy Turn Around.
Trust Me, I've Had More Tha My Share of 'Let's Get This Over With' so I Can Plop on My Bed and Binge on Netflix.
But I Always, Even When I was Literally Crying or Making up Multi-Cuss Words...That No Matter How Tough Life Can Treat U, There's a Ice Cream Sundae Fix.
Just Because U Had a Horrible Day, Week or Two Months, Doesn't Mean 2016 is Going Down Tha Drain like Some Counterfeit Adele Tix.
If U Just Hold On...Just a Tad...Things Will Change I Promise...And Next Thang U know it...Tha Fun Photographer Will be Snapping Ur Pics.
One Thing 2 Get Over Tha Dumps is To Let it out...My Boy George Michael had a Song with Elton John called, 'Don't Let Tha Sun Go Down On Me'...Great Ballad But Tha Title We Can Learn.
There's no Reason 2 Go 2 Sleep Hoppin' Mad...If Ur T'd Off...Let Loose, Scream in a Pillow...Take a Walk, Write Ur Anger in Words on Paper, Be Unfiltered like Howard Stern!
I know in This Diary, I'm Just Telling It Like it is...U Have Moments Where Life Sucks or When U Feel like Tha Ugliest Person in Tha Room Even Though U Really Hot...Let Those Feelings Burn.
Life can Throw Cutter after Cutter at You like Mariano Rivera, but if U Remain Focus and Patient At Tha Plate...Ur Pitch Will Come and On it You Will Turn.
Another Thing 2 Help is To Visualize How U Want Ur Life 2 Be...Socially, Financially, Physically...Whatever...How You Think is What Life Brings About.
U Can just Take 5 Minutes and Close Ur Eyes or Even Write...Hold Up...This is Top Secret Stuff...Like TOP SECRET, But Here's a Very Exclusive and Personal List of What I've Learned Recently:
Hopefully You 'Can't' read It cuz It's Personal, But Just Having That image In Ur Mind and On Paper can Bring a Lifestyle 2 Make u Shout!
Like...Even Now Just Writing One Thing U Want 2 Improve on...Just Tossing it Out 2 Tha Universe Will Create a Mindset Towards That Goal as Well as an Attraction of a Positive Amount.
I Hate Throwing Myself Out Here, But a Point Has 2 Be Made, So I'll Willingly Embrass Myself so Somebody Can End Their Pout.
One of Tha Things on Grandma's List above is Take More Risks...This Almost Has Everything To Do With Girls.
Even Tha Sexiest and Hottest Boys and Girls Can Have Their Confidence Shattered or Stymied (Good Word) after Bad Dates, Letdown Relationships Especially When So Many Think U Should Be On Top of Tha World.
'Wow! How Are U Still Single?'...'U Aren't Looking In Tha Right Places!'...'U Shouldn't Look For Luv.'...Ok, Which is it? People can Act Like U Want wrong Lovers 2 Come Into Your Life just For a Twirl.
Like U Aren't Doing Ur Best...Like U Aren't Trying To be Middle Ground in Ur Standards (No Tan Lines Still Stands!)...U Can Be So Disappointed At Life That Ur Toes Can Curl!
I've Been Around a Lot of Females...All lot of Smart Girls...Really Physically Attractive Ones As Well...Tha Really Hot Party Girl Always Lands Somehow in My Lap.
But Even I, Who Has Presented His Feelings in Front of Speech Classes, in Notes and Face 2 Face can Get a Little Down When Nuthing is Going Ur Way...U Feel like Crap.
Just Like An Athlete That Goes Through a Slump...U Want a Base Hit, Or Just one Basket Through Tha Net...All Great Players Have a Slight Period Like That Where Tha Slim Jim just Won't Snap!
My Period was Late Last Year and Tha Month of January...Y'all No Matter What I Did...NUTHING Worked With at Tha Ladies...I Felt Like I was in a Sticky With Molded Cheese Mouse Trap!
Dude...I wasn't Chasing Gurls At All...Gurls Always Find Their Way into my Life...But Every Gal I Wanted...It was Like Silence of Tha Lambs.
One Really Hot Gal, Like Really Hot With Her Tats... that I Wrote about in Regards to Our Perfect Convo, and Night Walking here in South Beach, She Disappeared Right When I Became a Fan.
This Beautiful Russian Girl That I Happened 2 Meet on Alton Road in Tha Rain...I Wondered if I Played it Too Safe With Her...Not Going After Her Digits in Front of Tha Flamingo...Cool Gal...Sexy Eyes...Promotion Model Body...She Was a Winner Man!
So Many Stories...And I ain't Even on Dating Sites!...I Attract Sexy Gurls...Everyday is An Adventure, Even Today at Subway over in Kendall, I'll keep that One...But U Question Be Calm...Be Aggressive...U Question Urself like an Expired Tuna Can.
Yet U Have 2 Remain Confident That if U Stay Tha Course Tha Results Will Come...This I know For Sure.
So With That Taking More Risks Thing...That Doesn't Mean Approach Every Gal U See...U Could, but That's Too Desperate For Me...U Wanna Be H2Oh Pure.
I Take it as Meaning Don't Let an Unfamiliar Environment Deter You a From Going After Somebody Who catches Your Eye or Who U've been Scoping With Allure.
Cuz When U've Been Burned or Disappointed Then it's like...Ok...I Want Everything To Be Perfect...It can't Be At a Crowded Restaurant or When She's With Three of Her Friends...Those Psedo-Obstacles Seem Gigantic When U've Been Sick Without a Seemingly Cure.
We've have 2 Block Out Tha Past, And Tha Noise that Surrounds Us...That's Tha Only Thing that Disappoints Me With Dating Some, Not All Aren't Open 2 Meeting A Love Randomly.
Like So Many Want 2 Be Hooked Up, Through a Friend of A Friend...Or Through Tha Seven Degrees of Facebook, Some...But Know That's it Not Everybody.
That's Why We Come out Tha Bar or Club Empty Handed or Look Past Tha Guy at Tha Metrobus Station...Tha Reasons I Meet So Many Fine Females Randomly is Because in My Heart I Believe U Can Meet A Luv or a Friend Anywhere...And Tha Universe Responds Gladly.
But if You only Limit A Possible Luv To Only at Tha Hyde Lounge at Heat Games or Soley In Coral Gables or Coconut Grove...Or Only By One Race...Ur Close Minds Blocks Ur Opprotunities and Tha Universe Usually Adheres 2 Those People Sadly.
One More Thing I'm Changing, Then I Gotta Eat and Get Back to Watching Furious 7 on HBO Go.
When You've Been Disappointed Like I Have...Whether in Luv, Friendships or Ur Dreams...U Tend To Look at Tha End Result Instead of Letting Tha Process Flow.
Like if U Were Just One 'Yes' from Getting Ur a Dream Gal...After That Disappointment...You Wanna Skip Tha Steps of Tha First Date, First Kiss, First Snuggle...U Wanna Move Urself and 'Fe-Fe', Ur Yorkshire Terrier Right In And Get On With Tha Show.
That Was My Problem...I was like...I Don't Have any more, 'Hi, my Name is Austin's' in me Anymore...It was More Like, Are U Single? Do u Like Hoops? Do U Listen 2 Britney or Madonna? Ok...Ur My Dream Gurl, and This Is Sweeter Than Hot Cocoa!
But U Can't Let One, Two...Twenty or An Hundred Bad Experiences Deter You From Being Yourself and Opening Urself Up to Tha Possiblity of a New Relationship or Job.
Talking Baseball A lot 2day, But Each At-Bat is Different...All Tall, Blonde, Blue Eye Gurls aren't Dumb or Snobby...All Black Dudes Aren't Just Hip Hop Thugs, with a Thirst of Wanting a 'Becky' to Slob Tha Knob!
Believe U Me, it's Hard...But if U Visualize Urself Erasing Tha Pain From Previous People, U'll Find That All You've Been Through is and Has Prepared You For a County Fair Tasting of acorn on Tha Cob.
Believe Ur Tha Best...If Folks Don't Want U, or Aren't Confident Enough in Themselves 2 Step 2 Tha Plate, Don't Let That Bring You Down. Cuz Somebody Beautiful or Tha Job That's Right for You Will open Up Seamlessly (Such a Sexy Word!) and Ur Joy You'll experience Won't be Contained...
But U must Shout it...
Aloud.
We Back and Better Than Ever. It's a New Me and I'm Gonna Share My Heart and Soul with Those Who Also believes Life is All About a Having Fun and Showing Luv.
It's Time 2 Change This World.
For Real.
Peace & Luv.
Galaxia.
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