"It's 6:46 am...Luv Time."

It's 3:22 am, in Tha Morning...I'm laying in Bed Thinking About...What Else? This Gurl.

Thoughts Swirling In Our Hearts and Mind...On How I Literally Can Say, Physically She Might Be Tha Most Beautiful Gal in Tha World.

I've Seen a Lot...Gurls Who are Mad Cool, Others Who Are Stuck Up...Some Whom Jesus Is Their Homeboy...Others Who Only Want Free Drinks...And Free Ocean Pearls.

But I've Never Felt Like This Before...This Feeling of 'I Think I've Met Her'...Finally about 2 Snap off My Warmups In This Game of Amor.

Before I Get All Lovey Dove, Thinking About Tha Horse Buggy and One Knee, I'm Contemplating How Can I Get 2...Her.

Should I Be Laid Back in My Daily Grind? Our With Her Coffee Cup, Should I offer Sugar and Cream and My "Luv Stick" That Can give An Unforgettable Stir.

Even Tha Bigger Question That Stands In Our Hearts is...Is She Single? What about Her Attitude? Is Tha Beauty I see Skin Deep With Tha Disease of 'Me. Me. Me'...Which Rarely Has a Cure.

3:36 am on This Friday Morning and I'm Being Led 2 Discuss My Feelings on What Makes a Gal's Heart Such a Coveted Home, So Let Me Give You a Personal Tour.

Being Around A Lot of Females...Notice I Didn't Write A Lot Like This ( A Lot )...For that Would Symbolize a Guy Who is All About Tha Kitty and How Many Times A Gal Can Come.

My Attraction 2 Gurls Has Always Been in My Thrill For Life, Tha Ability in Letting Gurls Be Themselves and Free...2 Make a Long Story Short Gurls See Me as Pure Fun.

There As Been So many Styles, Personalities and And Intentions...Some Cruel Like That One Movie With Tha Two Chicks...Tha Movie That Taught us Guys Having Two is Better Than Having One.

Gurls That Go Straight From International Business 101 to a Job That Pays Peanuts Compared to Her Snoopy Dreams...Also Meeting Gals Whose Only Job is 2 Look Good In Tha Sun.

I Have Not Solved Tha Puzzle of Women...Then Again Maybe I Have...There isn't Too Much I haven't Seen or Done Before.

That's Why I'm Always Pushing One To Face Their Fears, And Not Run Away From Ur Fears...Because You Can't Judge How Tha Story Will end By only Looking At Tha Halftime Score.

Some Can Look At Me, One Who Admits 2 Never Having A Serious Relationship, And Think How Can I listened 2 This Guy Who's Always Been a Outside like A Doorman Whose Never Been inside Luv's Door.

True. But I Also Believe That I've Been Prepared For That Special Gurl...Who Never Wanted 2 Settle, Who Held Out Her Everlasting Hope That There Does Exsist Someone is Real, Sexy and Mysterious Down 2 His Core.

I Have Spoken, And Written Enough Words 2 Have a Debate With Encyclopedia Brown (Wow! That's A Name From Tha Past!) on Why I have Gone Through So Much when I just Want a Cool Friend.

Seasons Have Come and Gone...Time and Time Again and I Have Felt Discouraged, Frustrated and Straight Up Cam Newton on Why My Kit Kat of Luv Remains Frozen Without a Break or Bend.

Going 2 Tha Matchmaker in Tha Sky, Every Day and Night...In Shapiro and F. Lee Bailey Arguments on Why Other Profiles He Adheres To, While My Profile is In Tha Stack of 'I'll Get 2 It Ever When.'

It's like Others Can Find Their Luv in 2 or 3 High School Tries, While I have 2 Go Through Models and Beauty Queens and POF Online All-Stars, When Inside You know Your One of Tha Most Fun, Coolest and Best Tha World Has Seen.

But Every Once in Awhile it Hits Me, That it may Not be All About You...Ha Ha Ha! That's Funny...It's Not All About You...Yeah Right?!! It's 4:07 am and I gots Jokes...Funniest Thang Ever!

Jokes Aside, In Some Krazy Instant That Tha a World or Galaxy Doesn't Revolve Around You, It May be That You Are Being Prepared For That Person You've Always Wanted.

I'm just Gonna Be Honest This Pee-Wee Hour Morning, Tha Pain or Whatever U Go Through May Be To Mold You into 'Ready Mode' Into a Realtionship That Never Gets Stunted.

I know Myself...I Want 2 Be Associated With Somebody Who is Strong Willed and Who Doesn't Hang on Tha Fence...Somebody Who makes a Decision and Doesn't 2nd Guess Going For it On 4th Down, Wishing We Had Punted.

Matter of Fact, That's a Perfect Lead in...To What I feel is Beautiful in My Eyes and Who She is to Let me Know I've Found a Special Gal...One Day, U'll look At This Post and See Tha Gal I end Up With Has These Qualities No Matter How Daunting.

Go Poem Form or Just Write? Poem Form or Just Write? Ahhh...This Might be Hard to Do But...

This Morning, I'm not Even Gonna Talk Physical Appearance...It's Obvious That She's Gonna Be Hot and Beautiful, If U Don't Know Tha Difference...Well, U Probably Won't Be...Well, You Aren't My Type.

So I Won't Be Discussing Bra Size, Booty Measurements, Nikes or Adidas, Traditional Brown Louis V Bag or Multicolor Louis V Bag..I can Go on For Days on these and Others But This ain't What I Write.

This is All About Those Qualities That Go Unnoticed, Tha Personality Traits of 'True Luv' Although I Must Say Seeing a Pretty Gurl with Chipped Nail Polish Spells Doom In My Sight.

Blame it on Me Working at Modeling Agencies, Blame it on Being Egotistical, Heck U Can Blame it On Tha Alcohol like Jaime...I've painted My Nails before, it only takes Five minutes To Rub them Clean...it's Almost like Me Not Taking a Shower after a Sex Filled Night.

Empathy is Something I Cherish in a Gurl. There is Nuthing Sexier Than Having Money or even Status but Still Being Aware of Those Who might Not be As Fortunate As You.

Here in Miami, there Are Quite a Bit of Gurls Who Volunteer or Try 2 Change Tha World...Usually Those are Tha Ones "Wifed Up" at a Young Stage Cuz Any Guy Would Scoop Up a Doll Who Tries to Piece Up Broken Pieces With Glue.

Everybody doesn't Drive a Porsche, Everybody cannot Afford Barre or Dance or Yoga Classes at Tha Finest Coral Gables or Design District Studio...Once U Reach Tha Stars Never Forget Where U Once Flew.

I Look a Lot At How Gurls Talk to People They Don't Know...From Shoe Salesman to Waiters at a Restaurant...If U Look Down On Them, that Tells Me You Might Get Outta Control if I Gift You With Some Prada or Miu Miu.

Also let Me Say This...Being Humble Doesn't Mean That Your Being Weak...Humbleness is Nothing But...Strength Under Control.

Especially For Guys, Some Gurls Think Bug Muscles or Driving a F-150 makes U a Man of Strength...Like Nelly Said, "Pimp Juice" Comes in Many Forms...Many Character Roles.

Sometimes A Man's Style of Sexiness is Not Showing off His Burberry Wallet, As I Do Mine...Or Driving a Ford Focus Because He Knows That Driving A 'Status Symbol' isn't His Goal.

His Swagg lies in 'I Can Do Whatever I Want, Whenever I Want...if I Choose'...A Lot of Gurls Get Blinded by Tha 'Fake Apperance' of Richness...When Tha Most Wealthy Sometimes Watch a Heat Game in Tha Upper Bowl.

( Where there are Better Views of Tha Game,  They Are With 'Real' Fans, Lots of Free Tee Shirt Opprotunities...Just Because Something is Expensive, Doesn't Make it Tha Best.)

Speaking of Which...There are Too Things That I've Learned 2 Look At...How a Gurl Handles Her Money and How She Handles Her Alcohol.

Let's Start With Tha Drinky Drink...I'm not gonna Diss Folks Getting Their Buzz on, Cuz Things Happen and Even Tha Bible Discusses That a Little Wine is Good For Tha Soul...Part of Tha Bottle though...Not All.

My Grandma used To Tell me Not 2 Mess With Chicks Who Can't Control Their Liquor...Not Only For Her Personal Safety...but A Guy but Gurl Sometimes Plastered Can Spill Details about ur Relationship Just Because She Feels Jack Daniels Tall.

People in General, but a Lot of Gals can Say Some Stuff...They say Tha 'Real You' comes out When U Drunk...I remember this One Gurl, I Actually Wanted 2 "Bang"....Had Her Arms and Boobies All Over Me..."I Luv U Austin!" But She Was Lit....I'm Not That Guy. But Some Are...

Just imagine that That Final Verse Actually Rhymed!

I'm not Gonna Sit Here and Knock Drinking, Cuz Folks Gonna Do What They Wanna Do Anyway...As I said Before I Got This Bottle Of Wine I'm Ready 2 Bust open Like Tha Titanic's Grand Opening Sail.

But Be Safe...If One or Two Drinks is Ur Limit...There's No Shame...If u can Handle More, just Be Aware Because Nobody Wants 2 Wake up in a Hospital or Strangers' Bed like 'Where Did I Fail?'

I've gone 2 Parties Where I Haven't Taken a Sip...Others When I'm Drinking Straight Vodka Out of a Glass Gallon Mug...Enjoy life, just Be Ready For that Early Morning Alarm Bell.

My, I Guess, Type of Gal Enjoys Life 2 Tha Fullest As Well...Which leads 2 Out Next Characteristic...Living Life As If U Broken Out of Jail!

We reside here in South Beach..Miami in General is One of Tha Party Capitals of Tha Globe...We Work...Then Play...Then Show Up 2 Work Tha Next Day, Many Times Wearing Tha Same Clothes.

Us Here in Miami Have Several Outfits in Tha Back Seat or Trunks of Our Car...At Any Moment We Get a Call like...'We At Tha Grove!'...We Can Screech Our Italian Sportscars, Do a Wicked U-Turn and In Minutes...Depending on Traffic...Be in Outfit with Our Sicks That Glow.

That's What I luv about Miami...And International Gurls really...Just Enjoying Life...That Can be Dancing Away at a Club or With a Group of Friends Discussing How Tha Gas is Low.

"Miami Time" is Different Compared to Tha rest of Tha World...You can Just be Talking Outside and Look up and Be like, 'Oh Snap! It's 5am! I gotta be at Work in One Hour!!' Time Down Here just Flows.

So Since I'm Always Talking About 'Fun and Luv' our Gurl Will epitome That...To a Tee. I've debated This Within...If I'm Gonna End up With My Opposite or With Tha Carbon Copy of...Me.

I Can Handle Tha Complementy Opposite, But Being in a Relationship With Me is Like Being With Your Ultimate Homeboy.

I know Life Can Toss U Curveballs, but I Also Believe That This is Why I've Been in Luv's Batting Cage For So Long...So I Can Be Ready 2 Swing At Them While Still Having Joy.

Tha Love Relationship I have With My Gurl is Based on 'Fun'...That's Tha Foundation...For Some it's Honesty, or Communication...Those are High on Tha List too...But Fun...Fun...Fun is Mine...Like Dating A Toy.

One That You Won't Get Tired Of...That's just How I See Life As...Like I Said, One Has To Go through Tha Pain, or Even Have Tha Finer Things in Life to Realize What is Important...

Need 2 Get Real here...it's 5:26am now and I need 2 Go back to Sleep before I Enjoy a Super Fun Day 'Beginning' up in my Getaway home of Palm Beach.

Tha Pursuit or Finding True Unconditional Luv can be Frustrating and Tough. Just because Folks are Married or in a Relationship or Have 2 Shorties or Are Sitting Front Row at Beyoncé's Concert at Marlins Park doesn't mean Everything is Howdy Howdy. This Time of Tha Year, as are most Holidays, but Valentine's Day can Be Difficult to bear for Many. Even those in a Relationship. Some put Soooooooo much Emphasis on One Day...I've made a Promise to myself that Whenever I get into a Real Relationship that I would Make Every Morning Feel like Christmas, Every Night Like New Year's Eve, and Everyday like Valentine's Day. Yes, I stole That from Tha Lyrics from a Song by Sade but Still, that's How I Really feel.

It's During This Time Where u just Wonder...Why am I going through So much Crap With Luv? Am I Ugly to Tha Point Nobody Wants Me? Am I Too Good Looking That Nobody Wants to Approach Me? Should I Tame Down my Colorful Personality just So that Somebody Won't Be Intimidated that I can Hold a Conversation on Sports, Fashion, Religion and My Dream Sex Position all in Tha Same Sentence. Being Quote Unquote Single Isn't a Bad Thing. But When So Many People Say Kind Things To You like "You're So Kind" or "You're Tha Nicest Person I know" or If You're a Gurl and Ur a Guy Friends and Gurlfriends keep saying, 'You're So Beautiful and Attractive'...Or People Gawk at You As U Walk By...Or You Have To Drive Different  Than Other People on US-1 or I-95 because U Literally Cant Switch Lanes because Someone Driving Parallel Beside You and is Looking At U in Ur Car or On My Vespa  like a Young Hollywood Superstar...One Can't Help but Think If I'm So Hot...If I Draw This Much Attention...If All My Gurls Look at Me as Tha Leader, Tha Listener, Tha Hypeman, Tha Shoulder 2 Cry on When They Gotta a Man and I Don't...If I'm All these Things then...

Why Haven't I Found Luv?

There are Two Things That's Getting me Through this. 

One...Stop looking At Age as a Time Frame. 

Growing up We Can say by Such and Such I'll be this or that. Or have This Marriage or have 3 Kids. If u read My Diary U know I don't Believe in Age, I Disdain even Writing that Word,,,but I Heavily Believe in Experiences. I've had 2 Go Through a Lot...Just 2 Be able 2 Write on today. Gurls Have Lost Control To be Around me...While Others Have Tossed Me Aside as Just Another Wealthy Lad Who They Think I want 2 Possibly asleep with Them When I just wanted a Friend. I've been Cool With Tha Hottest Fashionistas, Make-up Gurls, Trainers, "It" Party Gurls...Then I've Faced Droughts Where Someone Doesn't Respond to a Simple 'I was Thinking About U' text...Or Doesn't Think of Me Enough to Tell me 'No' She Can't Attend an Event Cuz She's Getting Her Boobs Done...And Tha Event or Game is in a Few Hours. Ate Lunch With Gurls That Made My Day...Ate Lunch Lunch With Girls That Made My Day and Then I've never Spoken to Ever Again. I've Gotten #'s From Girls on a Span of 2 minutes...Others it has taken Weeks Just to See Their face and Get a 'Hi'...I've Interacted Locally With Chicks...But I have Have Also been Global and Foreign, Waaaaaay before Trey Songz with Dames in London, Europe, Australia and Paris...Like They Live There, They aren't From There...They LIVE there. There's a Difference. 

But I'm not Looking Like Luv is an Age Thing or I'm Running outta a Time. That will Kill You! And Others Who Keep harping On How "Old" they Are, get Away from those People. How u think is Who U Become. If u Think Ur 30 going on 60, Your Body will follow That Mindset, if U Think Life Ends When U Get Married and U Got Nuthing 2 Look Forward to, then Guess What It Will...For You. Luv has No Limits. Being Single we Tend to look At Other Couples, not knowing What Goes on behind Closed Doors...Tha Arguments over Co-Workers, Lack of Going out Anymore, Why You Don't "Fudge" me like a Gurlfriend but like a Wife...Divorces Happen, we see Folks Sorta Happy at a Party, then Tha Following Week Tha Divorce Papers are Hitting Tha Courts and Everybody is Looking Around like, 'What Happened? I just Saw Them At...' I'll take, I hate 2 Say Years...I'll Take 10 Championship Seasons of Luv compared To Twenty So-So Ones.

That's a Word Right There.

But I'm not Looking at Age or Years in terms of, 'I Shoulda Da-Da-da...Or I Shoulda...' Tha Other Day, I Thought Man, if I Didn't Have 2 Work and Could've Met up With That Gurl, Who was a 'Dream Gurl' at Tha Time, I Probably Could've Hooked Up With Her and More Than Likely Slept With Her. Her Body was So Stunning and Hourglass...But One Tha Timing wasn't Right. Two, I'm glad I didn't. Three, Sometimes Timing Keeps You from Somebody U Don't Need in Ur Life. And Four, If Tha First Thing I'm Mentioning is Her Body and Figure Compared To Her Mind and Spirit then She's Somebody I Don't Need 2 "Release My Rocketship" to in Tha First Place!

No Such thing As Age...Let Not This or Dream Time Frames Limit You in Regareds 2 Luv.

Secondly...Tha Type of Luv You Desire Will Warrant Tha Road it Takes To Get There.

U May Wonder...Bloody A, All of my Friends Have Somebody, Without Going Through As Many Bad Experiences As I Have...That's Bloody Rubbish Mate! But Even They Might Not Want Tha Same Type of Luv U Want. That's not 2 Say ur Better Than Them...But They May want Something Different. Sone People Just Wanna 'Settle' ...Some People Want 2 Start a Family By a Certain Point and If They Guy Treats Them Like Do-Do they Don't Care Cuz They Figure They Won't Be like "Us" Weirdos Having To Deal With This Cestpool (Probably Spelled Wrong, but I'm on Fire Right Now So Please Just Let Me Go!!) of Creeps and Liers and Tigers on Tha Single Market. Or They Are Getting Pressured From Na-Na or Big Mama To Have Grand Babies so They Just Go for Not Mr. Or Mrs. Right...But Mr. Or Mrs. Right Now...

Huff! Huff!! Huff!!! Huff!!! Almost...Huff! Huff!!!...Outta Breath Writing All That.

We All Do...But You Have 2 Have Tha Guts to say, "I want Tha Best Match For Me." And Be Willing To Go Through Whatever and Whoever To Get to That. Listen, us Guys...And Myself Too...We Like Tha Physical. Down Here in Miami it's That Booty. Out West it's That Beach Bod...In Tha Midwest, it's Tha Face...New York...Well, New York and Jersey Gurls need Their Own Post! So say for instance if A Gurl with a Thick Toosh is My Thang. She gotta have that...You might Chase that in All Your Dates or School Classes or While on Match.com, Turning Ur Iphone Every Which a Way to See if That Gal who 'Looked' at Ur Profile Has Tha Right Junk in Tha Trunk!  But Catch This...

Even Though u a Meet and Possibly Date Gurls With that Booty, Nuthin May not Always Cone of it. Then After Over and Over of Getting Let Down. It may not be That u Stop wanting a That, but it's Not Number One on U Must Have List. So Now When u meet Different Gurls, ur List So 2 Speak changes...And Tha Great Thing About Life, Luv and Tha Rascal Cupid is That After Those Experiences, After Ur Priorities in What Makes a Man or Woman Shift and After U let Go 2 Other Options...Then u Meet "That One" (If there is Such a Thing.) And More Likely than Not she Will Have What U Wanted And Probably Tha Butt U've Liked cuz That was just a Bonus to Who she is as a Person...

You Chased Her...Not It.

And on That Note, let me Stop because This is Truly a Mirror Speaking To Me on Today...

Always Have Fun. It's 6:42 am, now U See How much Time and Effort is Needed on a Post Like 2day. I Started By Saying I Think I've Literally Met Physically, Tha Most Beautiful Gurl I've Seen. But One Has 2 Get 2 Know Each Other. She's Within Reach Fa Sure! But Whether With Her or Whoever Our Kuv Story Is Gonna Be Something Magical and Fun...Beauty Timelessly Defined...

But One that was Explained at...

6:46 am.

Luv and Peace.

Always.