Smiley Faces and Hearts...Tha Tattoos of My Life.
Everyday I Take a Peak at Tha Work of Art.
Tha Hope of a Journey Full of Laughs, Love and Perhaps 'Good Pipe!'
Tha Colors and Shapes So Perfectly Made...Tha Sega Genesis of My Journey...It's Where I Press Start.
They Come Together So Well...Like PB&J...Or Nowadays Like Supermodels and Kale.
Going Hand in Hand Wherever I May Go Or Sit.
If I Had a Boat, This Would Be My Object To Lead My Sail.
Blue Skies, Champagne Poppin'...Folks Jamming Out 2 Tha Sounds of a Kendrick Lamar Hot Spit.
When I Think About Tha Keyboard of My Life, These Are Tha Only Keys.
A Backspace or "Auto-Fill" is Not Wanted, For I Live in Tha Present Zen.
They Say Good or Bad Things Come In Trifectas...That There's Power in Tha 3's.
But When Life's Editor Gave Me My First Lil Keyboard, I Only Had 2 Keys 2 Figure Out How 2 Win.
With Them Bringing Anticipation Every Moment...You Would Think I Live Tha Life of Pablo.
A Mixtape of Guest Stars, Banging Beats and A Swag of 'We Won't See This Ever Again'.
It's just My Dark Twisted Fantasy of Fame, Finding My Kim, and Paparazzi Flashes of Me in My Diablo.
Seemingly I Registered Late, So I Had 2 Become A Life's College Dropout...Now My Textbook Lies in Tha Power of This Diary and My Pen.
Always Going Against Tha Norm...People Telling Me 2 Stop Going After Bad Gurls.
With a List as Long as a Young Thug Tee...of Hot Party Girls, Who Give Two Word Responses 2 Texts.
South American Beauty Queens, Dames Who Rock Throwback Adidas Who Smiles Will Rock Ur World.
Tha Kind That Luv Tha Fame, Only Ballers With Cash or Telenovela Actor Stars With Perfect Beards and Pecs.
But What if It Isn't Me? What if This is Just Who I Attract?
Smiley Faces and Hearts Are Tha Dream Of Every Gal...From Tha Stripper 2 Tha Silver Spoon.
To See Those 2 Symbols, Get Down On One Knee Would Bring Any Doll Happiness , Like Cinderella Kicking off Her Flats.
Now Life's Ball Begins, Now More iMessages of Steaming Red Faces...Haven't Felt This Good Since Tha Cow Jumped Over Tha Moon!
This Isn't About Romance...How How I Treat Tha One I Luv...Then Again All That Lies in Tha Heart.
Everyday and Everynight I Simply Wonder, What Can I Do 2 Bring it Close?
I Mean, it's 4:37 am, This Sunday Morning...Wondering If This Solo Act Will Ever Meet its Counterpart.
Tha One Who Perfectly Symbolizes Nerd and Freak...I Promise That Would Be Tha Apple Butter on My Toast!
So I Go Around, Even on This Island of Beauty Called South Beach...Examing Every Dame That Passes By.
Last Night, This Gal in Sweats Walked Near, Glued 2 Her Phone, Wishing I Could Just Get a Glance.
I Thought...That's Tha Type of Body I Want...Angelic Face With a 90s Eye Shadow...Curves That Would Make Pamela Anderson Sigh.
I Turned Around With Thoughts Of Chasing Her Down...2 Get Her Number, Her Beauty Secrets or If It Was Real What Was In Her Pants.
Something Said, 'Don't' to This Beautiful Creature, I've Got Nuthing 2 Lose So Why Not?!
Perhaps She Doesn't Have Those 2 Tattoos That Must Be on a 'Galaxia Gal'.
It's Almost Like That 'Hancock' Movie With Will and Charlize...Just 2 Know Heaven Made Another 'Fun and Luv' Robot.
Tha One That Would Be Tha Exclamation Point 2 This Diary...A Homegurl, A Lover...A Pal.
'What A Time...2 Be Alive'...Future and Drizzy Couldn't Have Said It Any Better.
There is A Lot Spinning In This Orbit, But I'm Tha Best Free Agent To Come Along in a Long Time.
Just a Kid Who Now is Enjoying Life...Gets a Tickle Outta Things...From Elmo To Becoming Pink after a Joke or Foot Rubbing a Feather.
You Have 2 Push Through, No Matter How Hard it Gets...Even if Nobody Else Sees Ur Star Shine.
Yesterday While Jumping Rope At Tha Gym...I Contemplated What if Tha Hero Has Become Tha Villian?
Like What if Everybody Now Hates Tha Dark Knight...And I'm just This Bachelor With 'Superhero' Dreams like Bruce Wayne.
Could I Survive Without Tha Pats on Tha Back, Tha Late Night Text Messages...So much of Which My Marvel Counterparts Receive While Chillin'.
Can I Stand Strong Writing About My Wonder Woman...Or Never Having a Robin...While People Look At U Like A Wolverine That Can't Be Tamed.
So Much About Me is About Tha Heart...I Almost Wanna Stop This Post.
Just Because...U Really Have 2 Fight Through Lonely Times When u Wanna Be Tha Best.
You're Such a Simple Guy, With Extraordinary Dreams and Talents That Stretch From Tha MÍA to Tha LA West Coast.
When Things Don't Go Ur Way, and U Don't Understand Why or Why For So Long...Ur Heart Beats Heavier Which Each Test.
Smiley Faces Aren't Just a Simile, They Mean Something Not Just Happiness But Childhoods at Tha Mall.
As a Kid, I Used to ALWAYS want a Cookie, But This Special One Mom and Pops Would Buy.
It was ALWAYS This Huge Sugar Cookie With Yellow Froasting, Brown Froasting For Tha Eyes and Mouth...With This I Stood Tall.
That Was My Cookie!!! Still Is...Along With Funfetti Cake...So With My Sweet Tooth There's Kind of a Tie.
But it's Amazing What U Do, Dream or Draw as a Kid, and How Later in Life it Becomes 3-D. (Get it!)
There is Just Something inside That Wants Others 2 Have This Energy of 'Can Do'.
One of My Instagram Posts Recently Summed up My Attitude on Life, Goals and Becoming Sexy.
Simply Put...You Never Know Who is Watching...So U Should Always Strive 2 Become Somebody's Dream Come True.
Just Like I Talk About Gurls, There May be A Princess Somewhere Hoping 2 Meet Her Prince Charming.
Wanting a Guy Who's into a Pop Culture, Who Can Spit Rap Lyrics or Scriptures...Similar To Mase.
Hoping 2 Meet Someone Who Has Big City Attitude...But Still Has Country Grammer like, 'Now Now Sweet Nelly...My Little Darling!'
I'm in Tha Fight of My Life, No Doubt About it...But in This 'Sunday Morning' I feel 'Hella Good' knowing These 'Spiderwebs' won't For long Have a Place.
That's Why I Write...These are Intimate Subject Matters...Tha Core of What it is 2 Be a Human Being.
Tha Bewilderment of Finding Luv...Rejection of Not Getting a Shot...Having 2 Be Patient While Others Get it So Easy.
Being Overqualified For Success, Thinking 'I'm Outta Answers for Being in This Line That Waits', I Should Be on Somebody's Team.
Trying Everything Thing 2 Not Give Up or Give In...Whether it's Watching Tha Biopic of Steve Jobs or Listening To all Tha Carter's By Baby F. Weezy.
We Jot When We Should Sleep...Treat a Dame As a Gal and Not just a Sex Slave Cuz I Want A Galaxy of High Quality.
I Don't know it All...There Are Still Lessons, Lyrics and Bedroom Positions Yet 2 Be Explored.
I May Have Tha Hottest Kicks and Clothes...But This is So Much Bigger Than Me.
A Heavy Heart and Evidence of Having To Raise Tha Bar Over and Over Again Can Leave U Wondering if U'll Ever Touch Tha Sky When U Feel U've Never Left Tha Floor.
But I just Believe With All My Soul and Mind...If U Can Just Hold On a Bit Longer...Ur Dreams Will Come 2 Pass.
I'm Holding On For Dear Life Cuz I'm Really Tired Y'all...Really Tired...Cuz My Dream Feels Like a Nightmare That Won't End.
Sick of Crossing Off Names With Gurls...Frustrated TMZ isn't Following Me on Instagram...Upset I Can't Find a Station Here in Miami That plays Great Smooth Jazz.
This Is Tha Period U Don't Want, But U MUST Go Through...Tha Test 2 See If Ur Gonna Break or Simply Bend.
One Thing I Do Know is That Fun and Luv is My Bloodstream, if I'm Gonna Go Out, With That I May Go Down Alone.
We Live in a Selfish "Me First" Society...Where It Once was Looney To Even Step on Tha Front Lawn Grass of Ur Neighbor.
Now We Live in a 'Microwave' Society Where Being Patient and Longsuffering Has become a Overrated, Where U Can Become a Viral Star a Just Through Ur a Phone.
But I Want Something More...Somebody Memorable Like Tha Homie Luke Skywalker and His Famous Laser.
Tha Other Day I Thought, 'Is One Person Worth All This?' Tha Late Night Writings, Tha Pain of Dating...Tha Sacrifices All in Tha Name of Being in Life's Hall of Fame.
As a Kid I Used 2 Dream That One Day...We Would Be This 'Star' that Would Have Others Shine With Him, In A Galaxy of Neverending Fun...Like Eating Ur First Twinkie, Fudge Round or Even Pop Tart.
Yes. It is Worth It...And That's Why I Say Like Tha USC Trojans "Fight On" No Matter If U Feel Alone...No Matter if Jobs Treat u Crappy or if Tha Once Gourgeous Person Doesn't Want Ur Last Name.
Cuz My Dream Now isn't About Solely About Tha Glitz and Glamour Of Celebrity...That's Fine...But I'm Living for Tha Day a Kid, Guy and LORD KNOWS a Beautiful Gurl Comes To Me and Says...
Here...Look At My Tattoo...
And It's a Picture of...
A Smiley Face...And...
A Heart.
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