Tha NGU Drug!

Never...Never...Ever...Give Up. That's Tha New Hottest Drug.

Tha One U Must Take, In Order For All 2 See Ur Creative Mug.

Something Is Among Tha Stars 2nite...Which is Why I'm Here and Not Tha Club.

A Sense of Need Among This Fun Galaxy...Bubbles Wanting 2 Burst Inside This Tub.

So We Write This Evening With Our Soul, One That Has Had Tha Imprint Of Tha Wall.

Tha One Which Has Felt So Humpty Dumpty, Anticipating A Hard Egg Fall.

Searching For Answers To Keep Going, When Life is On A Seemingly Stall.

Sitting on Tha Bench of Success, Frustrated That Tha Coach Hasn't Given u a Call.

People Can Make U Think Life is So Easy...Tha Reality Shows Of Catfights, Tha Facebook Pics Showings Hugs and A Kiss.

U Scroll Down to See Ur Friends and Those So Call 'Celebrities' and U Look At Ur Life as A Continual Miss.

Pressure From Ur Family, Stress From Society...Makes U Want 2 Call up Dr. Dre So U Can Lay Down A Track of Diss.

How Come They Got A New Ride...Why Are They Getting Married?...Why I Have 2 Pay For My College Tuition?...All To Receive Back...This??

Then U Have Those Who Figure They Are Just Too Nice...Tha White Sheep that is Underappreciated, and Cries in Tha Bedroom of Tha Day She Turns...Black.

No One Sees How They Are Tha Glue...At Home...On Tha Job...In a Love Relationship Where All They Friends Say He's Whack.

Always Volunteering To Help Out With Granny...Always Washing Dishes after Dinner...Then Her Paycheck Goes to Making Sure Tha Cable Tv's Heartbeat Doesn't Go Flat.

Never Having Time 2 Kick it...Always Work and Study...Ur Homie is Out At Miami Subs Grill, While Your Staring At Homework...By Tha Stacks.

There is Such a Thin Line Between Remaining Sane and Tossing Tha Middle Finger up In Tha Air.

Hard Work Doesn't Seem To Pay off As Quickly As It Once Did...Tha Line is Getting Longer and Longer for a Ride At Success' Fair.

So Many Clowns Who Aren't Around To Make u a Happy, but 2 Pull Krusty Tha Clown Shenanigans, Tha Kind 2 Pull Out Ur Hair.

Folks Think They Know But How Can They Really...They Got Tha Job, Tha Sexy Mate...While Tha Only People Who Don't Judge U Is Mr. Jack Daniels and Señor Everclear.

One Can Handle it For a Few Months, Perhaps even a Few Years...But When Do U Toss In Tha Towel and Walk away Naked Butt?

When is Tha Right Time To Say...I've Done My Best, Ain't Never Gonna Work Out...I've Wasted My High School Education Hoping I Would Have a PGA Tour Legacy, instead of Living Putt Putt.

Why Do Bad Things Keep Happening To Me? It's As Though No Matter How Good Something Feels, I Always End up in Tha Same Rut.

Bad Dates With Stuck Up Gurls...Can Even Get an Interview, Although I Got Tha Best Reviews and Most Tenure...Then This Galaxia Guy Keeps Saying I Should a Give a...

I've Always Been a Strong Believer That, "Tha Darkest Hour Of Tha Day" is Right Before Daybreak.

U know, Tha Heck With Tha Poems 2night, let's just Get real.

Speaking from my heart, I have Had a Lot of Soul Searching Moments in My Life. I've Always felt Like I gotta Prove Myself Over and Over and Over just to be noticed or Acceted. When in my Heart, I believe It Should Obvious Who U Should want 2 Be Around. Throughout my life, I've Always Said I'm Sorta Famous, But Not Popular. Seems Like Everybody knows Me, Strangers alike, but I don't Hang out With Everybody. I'm always and I Do mean ALWAYS Cool With Tha Hottest Gurls Wherever I Go or Chill At, whether In School or These Miami Streets, but Our Luv Life Has Been a Process That a Sometimes Can Resemble it Being in Shambles. I didn't Even Go 2 My High School Prom. It's Weird. 

I've been That Super Geek Slash Super Athlete. In Honor Courses, Played in Marching and Concert Band, Captain of My Hoops Teams in High School and College. I'm Not Bragging, cuz What U Do, Or What U've Accomplished Doesn't Make Who You Are. I was Thinking Tha Other Day of My Social Circle Looking Through Magazines like, 'I know This Person' and 'I'm Cool With That Person'. My life Stretches from Tha Janitors and Cleaning Ladies to Owners...I mean, Some People Hang out With People Who Go To These Hot Clubs and Restaurants...Tha Difference With Me is I'm Cool With Tha Owners of These Joints. But People are People No matter if Ur a Prostitute Who I Give a Ride Home To, or A Pro Athlete Who Workouts With Me.

All is Being Said cuz Being Around Such a Vast spectrum of People, Sometimes Can Create Doubt to What Ur Purpose in Life is. If I Wanna Be Wealthy it's like U Gotta Be Selfish and Forget Tha 'Little Man'. If U Hang out With These Folk, Then U Might not be Wealthy or If I Don't Brownnose I Won't Get a Job Advancement although That is Against Who I Am as A Person. Tha Key is To Still Believe, no Matter What That You Will Get What You've Always Dreamed no Matter What 'Noise' Surrounds U in a Daily Basis. 

I'm Around Town and I get in These...'Why isn't TMZ Following Me?' Or 'I'm Tha Most Underappreciated Fashion Icon to Date' or 'How Can This Gurl NOT Want To Be With Me, When I'm 100% Fun and Even More Thug Than This Other Guy She Wants.' I get in Those Moods...A Lot. Especially When I Feel I Work Harder, and Have 2 Go Through More Stuff Than Most. That's Why I ABSOLUTELY HATE Being Call A 'Nice Guy'. Bleeping Hate it. Cuz I'm not trying 2 Be Nice, I Just Want 2 Do What's Right and Have Fun, and Giggle and Share Good Convo to Stimulate Tha Mind. Being 'Nice' At Least in My Life, Hasn't Paid Off...At Least Yet. So I'd Rather Somebody just Say...'That's Austin.' 

But Whenever I Get in These Valley Gurl, High Snobbery Modes, Then a Homeless Person Would Approach Me, or I'd Be at a Heat Game and See Somebody Wheelchaired in With a Tube to Breathe Through or Laying Flat on a Stretcher...Or on Tha Street, I See Somebody With One Arm or One Foot on Crutches. That's Why I'm So Adamant about Dancing. I LOVE to Dance. Any Style. But when I'm Out At a Party or Discoteca or Heck Walking Down Tha Street and folks I'm With are too Ashamed or say...'I Can't Dance.' I just Think U have 2 Legs and Feet, Do u Know How Many People Would Luv to be Able to Dance To That New Future Song or Do Tha 'Stanky Leg' Whenever Outkast or Taylor Swift Comes on. With Me, Ur Gonna Have Fun on Tha Dancefloor Anyway, but Tha Point is, Just Get Up and...Do Something!!!

Tonight I just Want Folks to Keep,Going No Matter What. I've Said so many Times Recently that Life Can Seem Like a Nightmare That just Won't End. U Busting Ur Arse Off At Work and Nobody Seems To Notice. U send A Friendly Text or Msg to Brighten Someone's Day When U Wish Someone Would to Do Tha Same To You, Yet Siri tells You, 'Zero Messages Again, Galaxia.' You Do Everything Possible to Be Successful like Trigga Songz sings about only To Feel like Either Your Time Has Pass or It Will Never Come. 

But it Will.

Just Because Ur Dreams Seem to be on Tape Delay, Doesn't Mean They Won't Come To Pass. U might be Worried that Ur 15 Minutes of Fame Hasn't Come Yet, but Perhaps You've been Prepared for "A Hour" of Fame. So many People Become Famous and Even Rich then, Then At Tha End when CNN is Doing Their 'Tha Year That Was' Special, Ur Like Freakin' A, I forgot All About Them. U want a Lifetime of Fun, not just One Year...But u gotta Sometimes go Through Those Experiences and People That Take U To That Next Level. And Sometimes...it hurts. They can really Hurt. But just like When u Work Out Doing Exercises...

No Pain. No Gain.

Say This Then I'ma eat My Arroz Con Pollo. I Speak to Myself on This, but we Can't Judge Ourselves based on Other People's Lives and Their Opinions. Even Myself, Can See a Guy and a Gurl walking Hand in Hand and Think What it's like to Have That. But u never know What goes on Behind Close Doors. Arguments, Too Many Hours Working, Too Vain in What They Look like...Freakin' Don't know How 2 Make Kool-Aid! A Dream Relationship Can be a Van Gogh. We know What That is. We used to Call a Lotta Girls That back in Tha Day. Just like His Paintings...'They Look Good from Afar, but. Up Close They Are Far From Looking Good'. Stay in Ur Own Lane. (I Gotta play that Miley Cyrus Bangerz album With That Song on There 2night.) 

Then Lastly I'm Not Getting Frustrated at Well Doing or Completing Excellent Work and Nit Seeing Tha Results or Getting Praise for Doing So.  That's why I have Such a Special Place for Some Gurls out here. There No Way a Gal Should Have to Go to Class then Go to Work...Then Figure Out What To Cook For Tha Hubby and Kids...Then Cook Tha Meal...And Then Wash Dishes. While Tha Guy just Eats and Watches TV. That's Horse Chips! Vice Versa to With Guys...But To Allow Somebody Run Themselves into Tha Ground to Make U Happy and U can't Even Wash Tha Dishes or Pick up a Side Salad so She Doesn't Have 2 Shred Lettuce Heads...Uncalled For in My Eyes. And That's How Relationships End. Tha Feeling of Underappreciation. A 'Thank You' or 'Babe, I Got Tha Check This Time' or 'You Look Smashing 2night!' This Ain't Pimpology 101, This is Just Real Talk.

I've learned from Here on Out that Tha Key to Any Relationship is this: 

Date Tha Other Person How You Want to Be Dated.

With Me it's All Fun, Luv and Laughs. Yes, Tha Gucci Bags are Nice. But I got That. So I'm looking For Things Money Can't Buy. I'm a Joker, so I send Jokes or Music to People outta Tha Blue. Sometimes Even Gifts. Cuz I want Them to Feel that Love of Life That I Have. Just b/c You have Certain Things doesn't Mean U Can't Share Them. That's Why u got Them! And Whoever I Date Won't look at What I'm Saying as Jibberish, but In Tha Realm of, Finally...Someone Just Like Me.

We Gotta Keep Going. There's No Limit On Success. You might Just Be Tha Next Big Thing. And Even Myself Must Be Reminded, That As You Think, That is What You Become.

So If a You Think Your Tha Best...Tha Smartest...And The Sexiest.

Sooner or Later, if U Stay Tha Course, Life and Even Others Around Will See That...

You...

Are.

Tha Best is Yet 2 Come.

Peace Out!