So She Doesn't Want 2 Be With Me??? Hmm...I Don't Know.
I Think She Should Reconsider...This Opportunity Of Love's Flow.
This Tha Best Time 2 Get Me...Open Heart, Fun Mind, Benji's of Dough.
U Move On, Understanding That Might Success Now was Based on...
No.
Yeah, Two Small Letters, In Many Big Moments, Should Be in Headlights.
On a Broadway Marqee, Right Above Tha Peep Shows, Tha Muggings, and All Tha Alley Fights.
To Some Those Letters Can Cause Shame, Intimidation and Halloween Like Fright.
Thinking Rejection Is Tha Final Punch...Hard When U've Trained With All Ur Might.
U Dream of a Day When Ur Life Can Find Ur Jada to Ur Will...Or Ur Selena 2 Ur Beibster.
Every day is U Find an Oscar Worthy Leading Lady, Only To Find She was just a Preview Teaser.
U know, That Green Screen that Appears Indicating 'All Audiences is Suitable' Although Ur Tha Court Jest and Cupid is Ceasar.
Another Episode In Tha Books, Another Beauty on Tha List...Which Is So Long Now That When it Began Drizzy was on Degrassi, Now He's An Old Geezer!
Tha Walk Home is Filled With Wonder, Disappointment and Trying 2 Figure Why "Heartbreak" Jordan's Keep Landing on Defeat.
U Tha Easiest Guy To Get Along With, U Can Pass Tha Test Of Luv...Cuz I'm Tha Cheat of Sheet.
All about Laughs, Willing To Send a Rose...Then On Tha Other Hand Ready 2 Throw Punches For You...If Anybody Disrespect U in These Streets.
Yeah...I Can Be a Tad Star Wars...Yeah, I keep a Bible Verse or Two in My Pocket...But My Swagg Is At Tha Highest Level...My Goal is to Have 'Galaxia' become Tha 8th Day of Tha Week!
It's All About Fun and Luv...But it's Like Some People Are Blind, To Where They just Can't See.
They Want 2 Be With Ur Cuz Ur "Trendy"...Like Those Von Dutch Hats, or 80s Hair, Or When Everyone Began Their Career on The O.C..
Nice To Get A Text From Me When Ur With Ur Friends..."Girl, Look Who just Hit Me Up. I've Always Wanted a Guy Who Lives in SoBe."
Just a Game it Seems, U Want Tha Attention...Like Taking Selfie After Selfie...Just So u Can Have Tha First Live Stream Reality Show on Netflix TV.
Us Guys Can Get Lost in Tha Hotness...How a Gurl Looks, And Tha Cleavage Shown When Dips Her Blouse Shirt.
Tha Mystery Of Her Words, Her Smile...A Touch on Ur Shoulder Can Mean Either Ur Heart or Ur Back Will Experience Bedroom Hurt.
One Can Lose Yourself like Slim Shady Once Said..Thinking U Found 'Tha One' When it Was Just a Typical...'I'm Having a Bad Day, and I need 2 Exercise My Muscle of Flirt.'
Gurls Can Use Every Angle To Their Advantage...From Photoshop to Push-up Bras...To 'I'll Do Anything For You'...Such a Desperation Laced Blurt.
On This Maroon 5 Sunday Morning, I Feel a Calmness in Tha Air, Although I Had Some Bad Sauce of Sweet and Sour.
Too Much Sugar, Now I'm Gonna Have 2 Chug Gallons of Water All Day...Just One Pimple and I Won't Show My Face in Public...May just Bum Around, Perhaps Even Tha Shower.
High Maintenance? U Darn Right I am. All Historical Things Are...Ferrari's, Miss Piggy...Daphne from Scooby-Doo...And That Thing in Pair-ree...That Sexy Little Tower.
Wanting Tha Best Isn't Being Egotistical...It's just A Value U Put in Ur Life and Self..No Need 2 Proclaim It Loud...Tha Silence of Ur Choices Show U Have Strong Power.
What I'm Jotting about Today...I've been in Time and Time Again, Sometimes Wondering if Tha Nightmare Will Ever End.
From Not Getting Well-Deserved Jobs, to Having To Earn Playing Time on Tha Hoops Court, My life Has been Filled With...'Coach, When Will I Get In?'
I Write About Love, Even When I Shouldn't Because it's A Ying Tang That Can Mess U Up...Feeling Like Flipper With a Bruised Ego and Fin.
Cuz So Many See Tha Innocence of Life and Fun, and How I'm Different From Tha Rest, Yet I've Run into Gurl After Gurl Who Don't Classify U As an Automatic Win.
Week after Week after Wonen and Girls Have Come and Gone...U sit In Bed Thinking and Going a Over Ur 'What Is Sexy?' Checklist.
Checks Double and Triple Next To...Intelligent...Makes U Laugh...Washboard Abs...And Suddenly U Want 2 Ball Up a Fist.
Why In Tha Name of Kobe and Shaq Do I keep Having To Meet These "Wrong Females"? This Christmas, I'ma Put..."Cool and Beautiful Babe" in my Letter to Make-A-Wish.
It's Like I've Been Put in Situations I Truly Don't Understand...It's Like Others Have it So Easy...While My Love Auditions is like Looking for a Backup Guitarist For Tha Band KISS.
I just Had Another Experience, One for Tha Upcoming Movie, Where No Matter How Hard Or Not Try...It Reached Tha End of Tha Rope.
When ur Like Me That is Surrounded By Beautiful Females All Tha Time, it's Like For Some U Sense a Limit...Like After a Few Washes Tha Dove no Longer Looks like Soap.
We Flirt. Text. Talk. Some Show Me Their Body Parts. Then I Hear That "2 Minute" Warning Sound, and U Can Sense Tha Possible Friendship Get Frigid...Like U Need a Puffy Coat.
They Say, Really Attractive Gurls Can't Find True Friends...Works Vice Versa Too...Almost Like Ur An Image of Hard Work and Inspiration...But This Is One Hookah No One Has Taken a Toke.
Tha Kid is a Straight Up Guy...I Mean I Luv Paula Abdul and She Taught Me Well...So I can Easily Admit When I've Offended Somebody or Went a Little Too Far.
But Lately (Several Seasons) it's Like I'm Learning All These Lessons of Love and Rejection For What??! I just Want Fun, Giggles and A Date 2 Accompany Me to A Piano Bar.
This Last Episode Was Different...No Tears, No "I Hate U God" Screams...Sent a Text 2 Moms Saying, 'I'm Having a Tough Day'...Which was A Small Band-Aid to Put Over Another Scar.
Then I Understood That Hot Is Tha Road to Fun, Luv and Success and This Was Tha Final Stage...Tha Molted Hotness of Laying Down Tha Tar.
(Now if Tha New York Times Don't Nominate Me For A Pulitzer Prize After That Line I'm Gonna Be Well...I Guess...Hot!)
So as I Recall This Gurl with All Her Sexy Goofiness and Splendor, and Evidently I Was Just a 'Blip' on Her Doppler Radar.
It Hit Me Like...I'm one of, if Not The..Best Available Or Non-Available People in Tha Galaxy, Accross Tha Board, I'm a Star.
Not Gonna Be Braggadocious, But When Somebody Doesn't Want U or Want 2 Hang Out, U Go Itchy and Scratchy Within Like, How Can U Not Want A Guy or Even Lifestyle That So Outta Mars.
I Came Home like on Last Wednesday, Dropped Myself Has a Small Tiff With Myself and Just Uttered, 'I'm not That Bad Of A Guy.' Like a Butterfly Trying 2 Get Out of This Jar.
A Peace Came Over Me About a Day Ago...One Where Motivation and Tha Love And Sense of Self all Met in My Soul's Intersection...Like Hollywood and Vine.
Every Gurl That Luv's You Doesn't L-O-V-E You, It's Not Fair But That's What a Happens When U Want a Life So Fine.
Like For Some a "I Luv You" or Getting Tha Math is Such a Big Deal...One That Indicates a Common Thread or a Future Life of Bliss, Baby Formula, and Selective Nights of Cheese and Wine.
I Have Such a "MTV" Lifestyle Where...Ahhh, I Hate Writing Like This, So Open...But Gurls Come and They Go...So Through Tha Clouds of Temporary Doubt Ur Looking For Long Lasting Sunshine.
What Happened to Me Was That I felt As if, I'm a New Person, and I learned About...Letting Tha Game Come 2 Us...And So Much Not Care.
I was Listening To Pusha T Last Night in This Song "Higher" off of Kayne's Joint...I had it on Constant Repeat, it Was Just Something in Tha Air.
He Had a Line..."I've Been Known To Chase/ I've Been Known To Replace"...And That Sums Me up, Tha Former Me...Going After Gurls, but Also Deleting #'s With Kingship Type Flair.
Today, I'm More Getting in Tune With Tha Flow of Life...Hey, If I Take of Myself and Live at Tha Highest a Level I can, Tha Girls Will be There, They Always Have, but Tha Really Beautiful and Honest Ones Will Make a Move Beyond a Gawking Stare.
So As I'm Going Through This Remix of My Life, I just Want Others Not to Get a Down when A a Guy or Girl or When it Seems Like Nobody Wants U as a Lover or Even a Friend.
Forget Them! They aren't Worthy of Ur Presence or Presents (Get it!), Anyway...Greatness and Sexual Perfection To everybody U Should Not Lend.
Listen, People Come into Ur Life For Seasons...Sometimes To Let u Know It's Possible...So When They Leave or No Longer Respond to Texts Or Instagram DM's...on Ur Morals U Should Not Bend.
Sometimes NOT Getting That Guy or NOT getting That Girl is What's Best For You...Talked To a Homie Joan Yesterday (Thanks Gal!) But Just cuz Somebody Looks Good Doesn't Make Them a Certified...10.
I'm Big on Consistency...In Dress...In Physical Beauty...Some May Say that's Not Possible and Those aren't Who I want on My Team.
I Wanna A Gal Who Develops Habits So They Look Well With Time like a Christie Brinkley or a Monica Bellucci or Countless Others I Run Into Daily Here on Tha Miami Scene.
Everybody isn't Doing Plastic Surgery, Many are Just Focus on Taking Care of Themselves Through Exercise, Nutrition, Hydration and Overall Well Being..I say All this Not To be Mean.
But There's No Such Thing As Age in My Book, and I Would Like a Like-Minded Gal Who Thinks Tha Same...Beautiful on Tha Inside Will Always Illuminate On Tha Outside a Radiant Beam.
Having Low Miles on Ur Mind, Body and Spirit is A Good Thing, Cuz Ur More Excited When Ur Time Does Arrive.
I'ma Stop Right There...Cuz That's A Topic of its Own....But No Need to Fret or Consider It an Indictment On Who U Are, When Someone U like Doesn't Return Tha Flava...You'll Survive.
Yes, It Hurts...Yes, U Wanna Jump out Of a Running Station Wagon as it Crashes Through Their Front Porch...But Consider Them Just Practice or a Rehearsal For When U Really Go Live.
It's All About Perspective, In How U Look at Things...Rejection Can Be Such a Springboard...And Although I Hate Alabama, Although They have Some Hot Color Guards, Rejection Can Be Tha Wave to Roll Tha Tide.
So for Tha First Time in My Life, I'm Just Enjoying Me...Determine To Have Fun, Be Tha Sexiest I've Ever Been, If Bruce Wayne Had a Son...I Would Be So.
Don't Care About Tha Past, It's a New Day...If a Beauty Wants to Holla At Me, Perhaps I Will, Perhaps I Won't...My Kool-Aid Has a Base of Fun and Luv, and Tha Bartender Has Given Me a Tab, So Let Tha Drinks...Po'.
If U Haven't Notice Before Now, Please Take Notice On This Special Day, That Tha Galaxy is Going To Another Level and Orbit...Better Stories. More Fun. Tha Bottles of Wisdom Poppin' Mo' and Mo'.
Yeah, Ur Now Witnessing Tha Best of Me, and I'm Gonna Share My Energy Like Never Before...
And Some May Wonder What Changed? Why is Life So Grand?! It Was Simple...
It Was On That Crazy January Day...
When A Pretty Gurl...
Actually Told Galaxia...
No.
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