Trying Everything in Ur Power 2 Get Out, Yet It Grapples Ur Feets and Hands.
Looking Up into Tha Bright Sun, Wondering How This Can Overtake Man.
Seems Like Everybody Else Is A Team, While Ur Looking For Just One Fan.
Tha Nightmare just Won't End, No matter What U Do.
Be Patient, Listening 2 Friends...When in All Honesty They Haven't Got No Clue.
All U've Ever Wanted Were Sunny Skies, And a Beating Heart 2 Illuminate Tha Sky's Blue.
But U Feel Stuck, With No Where 2 Go...Tha Infinite Curse Of Being You.
Tonight My Odds With Luv, Huh...I'll Be Better Off Playing Tha Powerball.
To Find Someone Who is Real, In There Convo, Their Texts, and Their Calls.
Never Seen Anything Like This...I Feel Sad...Like The Garden of Eden and Adam's Apple Fall.
I'm Really Tired of Tha Process, Tha Crap...Tha 'Ish Being Flushed In My Heart's Stall.
So Easy 2 Say it's not Fair...How Many More Lies Must I Endure.
Hate Being Me, I Really Do...There's No Benefit For Having a Heart So Pure.
I Should Just Become a Huge Jerk, Only Looking For Sex, and Then Become A Ghost Blur.
Been In This Game For So Long, That I no Longer Believe Tha Luv Doctor Has a Cure.
Why Must I Be This "Boy Toy?" It's Just Makes Me Sick.
Gurls Like Us, But Not Luv Us...Gentleman Like Richard, But Inside Feel Like Dick.
Try 2 Honor This Game of Luv...Consider Tha Hearts and Minds...Not just Bootys So Thick.
That's Not Working Either, So I might As Well look At Gurls In Terms of Tha Next Star in My Porno Flick.
I See Others on Bikes. Hand in Hand. Thinking...What Am I Doing So Wrong?
Have Tha Hottest Gurls Always Around, But Always At Tha End I See and Hear Tha Sound of Tha Gong.
U have 2 Be So Perfect in All This Fakeness, Even a Beauty Fell into Tha Arms of King Kong.
This Has Been A Nightmare Novel, That I no longer Want 2 Read...Seriously Thinking, "Where Can I Find A Bong?"
Tha Past is Tha Past, but Tha Present Isn't much Prettier...There's an Empty feeling Of 'Not Again'.
Every Door Has Been Locked...Is Being a Disciple of Fun and Luv Such a Heavy Sin?
Tha Lessons Learned Seem All but a Memory, Only Kept by Our Diary's Pen.
But With Everything Surrounding Our Life, it's been A While since I found A...Friend.
My Standards Aren't Too High, but It's Like No One Even Wants To Try.
Maybe it's My Fitness or My Nutrition...Thinking I'll kick Them out Tha Car if They Have a Crave for Checker's Fries.
In This Fight of Luv, I'm going 2 My Corner Saying, 'Whatever Was Tha Gameplan, We Need To Reapply.'
They keep saying, 'I'm Winning'...But How Can That Be, When I got a Bruised Heart and Two Black Eyes.
When Will This All End, I don't Know...Can Give a Rat's Urine on Who reads This...Our Soul.
Probably Gonna Alienate Future Beauties, Thinking That My Heart Has Gone From Warm to Frozen Cold.
But These Gurls keep On Doing Me Wrong...All of Them...If Tha Truth Be Told.
I'm Ready For Whatever life Has 2 Offer...If u Want Tha Best, Then Truly I Fit Tha Mold.
Another Night, Another Gurl Swirling Down Luv's Drain, So Many Down There I'm Suprised It Ain't Got Stuck.
This is What it's Like to Be Me...Lofty Dreamer, Inspiring Spirit, Hoping One Day I'll Hold Cupid's Version of Tha Stanley Cup.
It's Rare That I Speak like This, but My Heart is Tired...Really is...Like I'm Being Punished for Wanting 2 Be As Memorable as That Guy King Tut.
But As a Guy Who Has Nothing But Smiley Faces and Hearts in His Bloodstream...I Ask U, Tha Same Question, I Asked God Last Night...
WTF?
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