Wasn't Gonna Write, but We Feel It...Like a Breakfast of Bacon, Eggs and Toast.
Our Outlook on Life Has Changed, Realizing Tha Blessings I have, More Than Most.
I'm More Determined Than Ever To Will Tha Life I want Into An Existence With Fun's Paint of Coat.
Write From Ur Heart...I guess Today isn't About Me...It Darn!!
My Life is Filled with So Much 2 Say...Any Kitty will get Tired of Kicking Around This Yarn.
I've talked about Those Moments of Solitude, like Shooting Hoops on Tha Side of A Barn.
How U Dream About When Ur Day Will Come...Think About it Night 2 Dawn.
When You've Felt like Tha Best is All U Done, it Stinks When it Doesn't Work.
Similar 2 Going 2 Tha Strip Club Holding 'Bands 2 Make Her Dance', but There's No One 2 Twerk!
Being Teased with This Notion That Ur Getting Close, Only 2 Realize Miss Success Is Just a Gold Digging Flirt.
Tossing 'n Turning in Ur Bed Contemplating if In order 2 Make it You Have 2 Become a Bayside High Jerk.
It's So Easy 2 say, 'Keep ur Head Up.' Or 'Everything Will Be Ok', especially When U Already got Tha Prize.
Yet When Disappointment or Bad Date After Bad Date occurs, People go and Hide Doubting Like Us if Life will deliver a Tiffany's Blue Box Surprise.
I'm not just Talking Bout Luv, just Saying Going Through a Trial for Years and Years can Leave U Wanting 2 Know...Why?
Did I do Something Wrong? Maybe I shouldn't Have Run that Stoplight back in 2003...Looking for Any Reason 2 Explain and Justify.
I gotta A Pretty Celebrity Dream lifestyle...But there's Been That Empty Feeling Within My Soul.
I'm just a Guy who wants 2 Have Fun...Never Ran from Challanges or Even God...But Something's Weird as I Look Into My Fruity Pebbles Bowl.
Tha Other Day Mentioning Tha End of all This "Nice Guy" stuff, Cuz U Constantly Feel like Ur Trying 2 Pass Out Free Rides but No One Is Paying Ur Toll.
Why am I Sending a Flowers 2 This Gurl...Just so she can Smile...She Doesn't even Have Tha Courage 2 Text, 'TY.'...Just Two Letters...So Why make Changing Tha World a Continuing Goal.
I'm literally Tha Easiest Guy 2 Be Around...But just Like a Gal With Ultra Beauty, U Think if U Should Dumb it Down.
Don't be So Open...Don't Write anymore Cuz People Think Everything They Do He's gonna Write About it...There are So Many Tears of a Clown.
These are Tha Times Where You are Forced 2 Look Within And Find That Glimmer of Hope...So Ur Joy and Dreams Will Abound.
Just Believing That No Matter is Going on, One Day You Will be Tha Toast of Tha Town.
Other day I posted Something on My Instagram (@agalaxia21)...Here it is:
My Personal Zen in Success as our Life Is Changing To This Remix Level.
I was on Tha Toliet, In Between a Number Two, and A Thought Hit Me Like Never Before.
Frustrated By Our Life, Though it's Pretty Awesome, but Looking Back on How Much Effort it Takes To even Up Tha Score.
A Late Night Earlier I just Lost It Really...'F-Bombs' ...Quoting 'These MF's ain't gotta Go Through This', Not Finding a Reason 2 My Continual Rain Pour.
Then a Idea Hit Me....Instead of Waiting outside of Success and Luv's Party...The Heck with All This Knocking, What is Preventing You From Just Busting Through Tha Door?!!
Like...I've known Everybody who inside This Party I want 2 get into, They say What's up 2 Me but Nobody Offers To Let Me In.
This Steel Door Has been Bolted Shut on me My Entire Life...I keep Knocking and Knocking...Pounding Continually, but I'm being Blacklisted From This Playpen.
Why are Others Allowed 2 Play, I'm tired of Learning Lessons of Patience, Endurance and 'Today could be Tha Day'...Like Being Me has become Blasphemous...Like I'm a Crook or Kingpin.
Everyday seems 2 be Closer & Closer to an Unhappy Ending to this Fairy Tale...Tha Fire that Once was Burning Is Starting 2 Fan out in My Soul's Den.
But This Thought of Just 'Crashing Tha Party' got my Juices Flowing...Took me back 2 Tha Days of Tha 80s When my Uncle and His Boys were Tha Coolest Cats on Tha Block.
I was just a Lad, but Back Then, if There was a Party on a Friday Night, So What if u Didn't get Tha Invite, u just Showed Up Anyway With Some Gurls and Danced like Fraggle Rock!
People Don't Crash Parties like They Used Too...back in Tha Day if We're Driving around, Saw some cars Parked outside Somebody's Crib U Knew, U asked No Questions, just Parked and Got Out.
All This Talk About 'Luv & Fun' has Folks Twisted 2 Tha Bone on Me...I enjoy Romance and Inspirational Wisdom, But I'm a Gangsta Playboy Who Knows How 2 Enjoy Life 2 Tha Fullest...No Doubt.
Guy talk Real Quick...That's Why it's so Tough for me 2 Really ask a Gurl out Anymore...Cuz I've Seen Tha Prettiest Faces, Curviest Bodies, and Best Personalities...No Doubt in My Mind.
So Knowing What I bring 2 Tha Table, My Ego is Like, "Shouldn't a Gurl be Asking Me Out?!!", That's Tha Confidence I want in a Gurlfriend, A Beauty who knows What She Wants and Is Willing 2 Give Luv's Rules a Peace Sign!
Blame it On My Homie Cupid or Whatever, but I do Have a High Standard With Who I Date, Not Unattainable, But Tha Total Package is What I want in Mine.
Here in Miami, us Guys Go Heywire Whenever we see an Attractive Babe and her Friends Walking Down Tha Street, like They are a Piece of Meat They are Looking 2 Find.
Say all this cuz I'm Surrounded By Beauty...Not just cuz I Reside in South Beach, but My Life itself Has Very Attractive Females around Me 24/7...Learned Tha Hard Way Luv isn't just about Looks.
But I feel like There are Some Very Handsome and Gold Hearted Fellas out Here As Well...And We Sell Ourselves Short Trying 2 Go After Gals who Should be going after Us...U won't find This Talk in a Book!
Then if U've been Single for a While, you really Go all in, Especially if Tha Girl Looks Like She's Dance With Tha Stars, we Think This is Our Last Chance 2 Get Beauty at Tha Level of a Shields Brooke.
Only Later 2 Find Out That She Was just a Pretty Face who is Lazy and Sloppy...And Also Crazy cuz U keep Trying 2 Ditch Her, but She sees Ur Life of Luxury and Won't Leave U Alone...A Chess Move Not of A King but a Rook.
I'm not Saying Looks Don't Matter, cuz They Definitely Do...And...I gotta put tha Poetry Pen Aside for this one...
I think it's Criminally an Injustice for Society and Guys and Gurls to pick Beauty vs. Brains. Like a Gurl and Guy can't have Both. That's So Stupid. I HATE THAT!!! HATE IT. When people Say, 'U Should go for a Smart girl', they really mean Don't Date Gurls who are Super Attractive Physically. Women tell me this, and it's an Injustice to All Women, guys too, that if You are Smart Intellectually that Means You are Not a Good Looking Person or a 'Hot Catch'. Just like when somebody says when then are trying 2 Hook u Up, "Well, they have a Nice Personality." Society has taught us that means They look tore up from Tha Floor Up, and Look like Tha Huntchback from Notre Dame...Who FIU, I mean FYI ended up with Tha Hot Gurl Anyway! Tha Walt Disney Version with Esméralda, Tha Gal was Freakin' Hot. But just because Somebody has a Great Personality doesn't mean they aren't a Hottie. And Vice Versa. Some people can't handle that. But I can...Some of Tha Most Beautiful Women I know Are Super Smart. In Tha NFL, those Hot Quarterbacks they are Geeks 2 Tha Bone. I'm gonna get loose on this one day, but...There is, in my opinion No Such thing has Having 2 Choose Beauty vs. Brains...Beauty with Brains is A Reality. I mean, Fudge, U See it All Tha Time just by Reading This Diary!! (Wink!)
As I was saying, Many of Us Guys of Worth, shouldn't Sell ourself Short, especially By Tha Media and What we've Been Taught.
I think Any Sexy and Beautiful Girl wants a Man Who knows Who he Is and Knows That True Love Cannot be Bought.
Confidence is Simply Knowing Your Worth to Tha Market...Once Ur Swagger Permeates That, Any Woman Can be Caught.
Girls talk about Guys A Ton, just more Privately than Guys...U might be Sweating like I do at Times, "Why I haven't met Tha One?" But...Continue 2 Be You and That Beautiful and Confident Gal will Come Along..,Tha one U've Always Sought.
That's it for today. I got like several topics running through my brain, and they are good and possibly controversial As Wee. But I gotta eat my second helping of Oatmeal.
No matter if ur a guy or Gal don't sell Yourself short. U can bring a Lot 2 a Relationship as well. That could be Smarts...It could be Looks...Wisdom 2 Share...Bedroom Genius...We all, hopefully, have something That can Make one Person attracted to Us. I see Women all Tha Time Who would Be Stunned that I'm Checking them out from afar. So if I'm peeping out Different Cuties, I know You'll be Surprised as 2 Who might be Watching you. That one person Who never even speaks to you and Walks by you without even looking ur way might be Tha One who Has Tha Largest Crush on You. For Real.
And I'm just Busting Down these Doors...Crashing These Parties...Figuratively and Literally... I'm so Over seeing Others being Let into Tha Door. Or getting Invites when They haven't gone through as much As I have...Haven't Survived as much as I have...Don't have Tha Skill set...Mediocrity is So accepted Nowadays so....
Since Nobody wants to invite me In...I'm just gonna Invite Myself. Now How's That?!!
How...Is...That!!
I Luv It.
Galaxia!
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