I absolutely Shouldn't be Doing This, the Clock is Nearing Tha Midnight Hour and I truly Need Rest.
But...As U've been Reading our Wild Diary by now, One never Knows When we Write in our Fun Nest.
Feeling Good...As we Said Recently...It's a New Life?..A New Day...Only Focus on Becoming Tha Best.
Guess a Lot of Confidence Comes from What U've been Through...All Tha Wacky Trials and Tests.
Sometimes it Can Feel like it's Neva Gonna End...Like an Acceptance Speech at an Oscar Award Fest.
That Feeling of Whatever I do...No matter How Much I Try...Nuthing is Certain...Always a Guess.
We ain't Talking bout No Jean Ad with Claudia Schiffer Either...Even Though I Luv Models...That I Do Confess.
In Life, I'm learning 2 Really 'Will' My Energy...My Spirit of 'Fun & Luv'...Those are Tha Muscles I Flex.
And From Here On Out Ur Gonna See a Change in Me...In Real Life...And Definitely In Our Text.
Just got Done Watching Good Ol' Netflix...And This Great Docu on Tha Oscars and Hollywood.
Got me 2 Thinking about Making a Movie of My Own...I Could...Many Say I Should!
I've Always Dreamed of It being A Pixar Animated Flick...Great Graphics And A Storyline of Push-Pull.
What Stood Out was How Many Classic Movies and Actors Didn't Win An Oscar..Yet Still They Stood.
Alfred Hitchcok...James Dean...Brad Pitt...Samuel L...I mean They How Could??!!
Robert Downey Jr...Leo DiCaprio...Bruce Wllis...And Mr. Will Smith...Mean, These Guys Are Good!
Of Course, it Led me To Think of My Life...And Others...And Tha Value We Place on...A Thing.
Like...That Could Be a Trophy...That Job We Wanted as A Kid...Or Even That Seemingly Escapee Wedding Ring.
Like if we Don't Get Tha Recognition by our Peers or Teachers or Bosses, Does that Mean our Life Was A Fling?
Like Sometimes We Wonder Why Some Have 2 Knock So Hard at Opprotunity's Door, While Others Have it Open on Tha First 'Ding!'
I was Watching Something With Tha British Vogue Mag 2Day and This Hottie Said Something Almost out of Tha Dynasty of Ming.
She Mentioned How in School, Thise Kids with,Tha Most Style Aren't Necessarily Tha Most Popular Lads...I Can Almost Sing!
Cuz it's True! Style and Swagger is Beyond Just Brand Names and Trendy Looks...Those Don't Make U a Fashionista King.
As I've been Hearing and Reading on...It's Tha Confidence U Have...How You just Enjoy You...Nelly said 'Pimp Juice' comes in Many Forms...Smarts...Humor...Sometimes Yes...Even Bling Bling.
But Nowadays We Mistake Popular for Real Creative Talent or Art...If Everybody a Likes What U Do or Likes You...Something is Wrong.
Heck, I get Hated on just Driving Around Here in Miami...They See me With My Top Drop...Suddenly They Running Me Off Tha Road like King Kong.
There are So Many People out Here Making a Deep Impact on Society (Cough, Cough!), Yet Keep Hearing Tha Noise of Tha Dreaded Gong!
Even as A Gurl...Don't u Hate When u Get Maybe 5 Likes When U Post a Picture of Words of Wisdom or Ur Trip 2 Tha Museum...But Get like 120 Likes When It's a Photo of U in a Thong?!!
It's Tough...Even Myself, I can Wonder...'Am I As Good or Sexy as I may Think?' If I'm still Single Does That Mean I'm Like Second Class?
Or if I don't Have That Gig that I've Always Wanted, Is That a Sign that I've Failed and Won't Ever get Tha Stamp of 'Pass'?
Interesting Stuff...It's all about Perspective...Is it Better to be Jotting ur Thoughts in Tha Middle of Tha Week...Or me Running Tha Streets just Looking For a Piece of...
When We Don't Have Things or Certain People We Want, it Can Lead us to believe that Ur Not Worthy...Or Up to Tha Task.
I Honestly Believe This...Many Times...Not Getting That Job...Or Not Getting That Dream Guy or Gurl did U a Favor...U Can't Always See Beyond Tha Mask.
I was In Palm Beach Last Weekend, hit up Tha Off Saks Store...Chillin' In My Second Home...Livin' it Up with Tha Only Thing Missing Was A Cigar and a Flask.
I'm in Tha Store then All of a Sudden, I see This Gurl Outta Nowhere...Her Body Was 'Something Else' and I'm Wondering if I should Pull out My Burberry Wallet 2 Show I Got Cash!
She works there, and I crossed Paths with Her, She said Nuthing But an Open Hand For America 2 Go First...I didn't Like That cuz Gentleman Should Always Go Last.
She Walked away and I was Sneaking...Not Sneaking I was Looking At Her Booty...Wondering If I should Continue 2 Shop or Put in My Pimp Hat and 2 Her Make a Dash.
It Hit Me Though...Do I just Want Her For Her Body? As a Trophy Piece 2 Show My Boys? I mean, if ur a Salesperson U Should at Least Say...'Hi'...Just Simple, No need For Pizzazz.
I didn't Approach Her cuz it wasn't 'In Tha Air' Tha Feeling Was not About Caring 2 Know Her, it Was Just 2 'Bang-Screw-Lay Pipe-Dust Sumthin Off-Perform a Bust Down' on Her...And All Tha Jazz.
Say that Cuz, Me Especially Can Look, at a Situation Just at Face Value, Especially When it Comes 2 a Career and Luv Slash Date.
When U've Been in Tha Wilderness...Or Gone Through Empty Name after Name...U tend 2 Want Everything Perfect and Wave Their Hand at Tha Voice of Fate.
Long time ago, that's Tha Problem I had With Online Dating...Is This Getting 2 Personal? U know I don't Care...But I felt Like Many Guys and Gurls Overused Tha Term...'Wait.'
Like u can Type in or Get Ur Daily Matches...But One, Pictures and Stats can Lie...And also U can Get So a Focus on a Particular Characteristic that u May Miss Out on Somebody Who's Great.
Say if I'm looking for a Tall, Brunette Who Speaks Fluent Spanish...Like if I find A Redhead who Speaks Some Spanish but English and Italian...If Everything else is Potential, Why not give That a Shot...Could be Good Cake.
Here in Tha MIA, we ALL Try to Floss and Show Everybody We got it Going on from Where we live 2 What we Drive 2 What School Our Kids Attend.
I've Lived here in South Beach Since 2005 & I LUV IT!! But it's probably Tha Most Image Conscious Neihborhood Maybe in Tha World...Maybe a Newport Beach...In this Hood is All About Looking 2 Win.
I'm Tha First to Admit I like Beautiful Things...Date Gals Who are Mentally and Physically Attractive 2 Me, I'll Say that 24/7 with my Pen.
But U Have 2 Be Authentic 2 Urself and I'm not Talking about Plastic Surgery cuz I Don't Have a Problem With That...What Tha Difference Between a Boob Job and Braces For Your Teeth? Both Enhance Ur Appearance...Tha End.
I just Mean Do Things For Yourself, and Not just 2 Impress Others...That Right there Is a Big Time a Life Image Sin.
Hey if They Gonna Hate or Luv You...Let it Be at tha Real You...I can Tell u Right Now...Tha a More a Money U Make, Tha More Weight U Lose, Tha Happier U Are With Ur Mate, Tha More Hate will Appear Time & Time Again.
So just Enjoy Tha Beauty of Life and Tha Beauty of You...When you sit Back and Think u see that All of Us Have Very Pretty Fins.
This Afternoon I Came Home and Thought...'How in Tha Bloody World...?' Don't I Have This Bombshell Marriage...Or How am I Not on Life's Grand Stage...Just Yet.
U got Everything 2 Be a Superstar...2 Be a Dream Boyfriend or Just Friend...It's like People Do see Who u are, but They aren't Tha Right People...But They Are...So no need 2 Fret.
Tha Writing gods say 2 To Stop right There. Life is a Grand Movie, it's one where Each one of Us isn't Just Tha Star but can Also Direct This Crazy Show.
You can Choose your Set...Cast...Even Ending if You like...Sometimes u Have 2 Be a Prepared For Your Success...For Ur Perfect Luv...This I Truly Know.
I'm Forgetting Tha Past, and Learning 2 Replay Falling in Luv With Tha Journey and Process...If I do That...Everything Will Fall into Place And My Heart Will Illuminate That Oscar Glow.
It's Nice 2 Be Recognized For Ur Work and Ur Dedicated Honesty to Tha Creative Craft...But I'm Learning That Great Artists Know They're Great before They get Honored for it...
And They Relish in Their Impact cuz They Live By Two Letters if One Never Gets Popularity or Fame...
"Soooo!!"
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