3.20.2016

A Luv War Survivor.




My Heart Thinks Upon...How Many Times They've Said 'No'.
How Many Times They've Left Me Cold Like Frosty in Tha Snow.
Tha Nights I Went Home Crying Saying 2 Myself...'One Day They Will Know.'
Planning My Future of Success Like Scrooge McDuck Does Dough.

They Ran Away When My Heart Was As Pure As A SAT Test.
How Can They Be So Afraid When Everyone Else Says I'm Tha Best.
Is it My Energy? My Good Manners That I Inherited From Tha Midwest?
Why are Their Eyes and Hearts So Blind 2 This Bird Who's About 2 Leave Tha Nest?!

Everybody Else Has Had a Chance, I'm Forced 2 Wait like a Sick Man at Tha Clinc.
Are all These Prayers for Naught? These Dreams of Winning Life's Ultimate Pennant.
All Those Times Where They Lied 2 May Face...Looking Like Clue and Tha Mystery of Who Did It.
Who must I Plead My Case To...Cupid? I Would Luv 2 Get Five Minutes On Tha Floor of That Heavenly Senate.

Walking Home After Another Defeat...It Isn't Suppose 2 Be Like This...I Decree.
Everyone Who Has Crossed My Path Has It...I just Don't Understand Why Not Me.
I Feel Like Tha Ultimate Star...Still Looking for His Cover Story or Talk Show on TV.
We Have Tha Five Tools 2 Change Tha World: Courage, Experience, Swagger...Talent...And More Importantly...L-O-V-E.

What More Can I Do To Prove That I'm Worthy In and Outta Bed.
Tha Fuel To My Stomach Has Made Me Fuel...So Much Rejection Has Made Me Overfed.
This Path 2 Success Is Taking Every Bit of Me...Almost Borderline Leaving Me For Dead.
Feeling Like A Jetson Who is So Futuristic...While Also Feeling Behind Tha Times...Like A Flintstone Named Fred.

When Will My Turn Come? When Can I Play? Feel like I'm on Tha Bench With No Chance To Play.
My Knees Are Antsy, I've Studied Tha Best...Just Like When Kobe Watched Tapes of MJ.
I'm Tired of Being in Tha Lab...Sacrificing For Being Tha Best, When I Should Be Out in Tha Par-Tay.
Mixing Every Ounce of My Soul, With Fail Upon Fails...Maybe it's True What They Say.

He's Too Different...He's Too Weird...He's From a Galaxy Amongst Tha Brightest of Stars.
He Wants To Be So Ultra Perfect...Blaming 'Pimples' as Tha Reason He Won't Eat Candy Bars.
I used 2 Look At Tha Tattoos of My Soul As Beauty Marks, While Everyone Else Viewed Them as Lifelong Scars.
Always Tha Bridesmaid...Tha Real Life Version of 27 Dresses...Always Seemimgly Close...But With No...Cigar.

Get Loose Man....

When You Know That You Know...It's Ever So Hard 2 Wait.
Tired Of Hearing Tha Stories, Seeing Tha Post...Or Being At a Reception With No Date.
Digging Down Deep For Inspiration...Like A Music Head Bringing Out All His Crates.
Feeling Tha Beatles Abbey Road...Pulling Out Elvis Live in Vegas...All Those Great Motown Hits of Smokey, Tha Temptations, They Taught U not 2 Be Just Good...But Great.

Wondering If U Still Have Gas in Ur Tank...You Run on Premium Flames Which may Be Why Nobody Wants To Buy.
They Rather Spend On Regular or Tha Mid-Level...That May Get U There...But On These Fumes, Trust Me Your Heart Will Fly.
Feeling A Lil Wayne and 2 Chainz Feeling on My Application...Tha Kind That Says Only Bad B-----s Need Only 2 Apply.
Tha Ones Who Are Ultra Confident...Super Sexy...Who Understand That Life is Not 2 Be Lived From Afar, but in Tha Midst of 'A Try'.

Oh...As I Look Back Upon Tha Days Of Holding My Head up, When I Was Treated Like a Bum.
Not Considering This 'Once in a Lifetime' Opprtunity in Front of Them...Best Actor, Supporting Actor, Best Director in Luv...These I've Already Won.
Spending Each Moment Examing What Went Wrong Like a Spielberg Looking at Jaws as Tha Anti-Flick About Fun In Tha Sun.
Becoming this Indiana Jones...Alone on This Ark So Lost...Realizing That His Holy Grail in Kife is Simply This...Have Fun.

I Still Recall That Text That Didn't Get a Reply, After Spending $50 Plus For Some Pasta and Some Chicken Meat.
Or How A Dame Could Say No To One of Tha Most Fun Opportunity's Of Her Life...Then I See Who She's With...I just Know Her Man Can't Compete.
This Empty Feeling of Motivation...Feels Like I'm on Tha Neptunes Planet and Chad and Pharrell Are Tha Only Ones Who Knows My Beat.
Feels Like I'm a Timbaland With No Missy...Tha Lyrics and Music Is There But Why isn't Anyone With Me on This Dance Floor Moving Their Hips and Feet.

This is What U Have 2 Go Through I Guess...All in Tha Name of Becoming Epic With One Name.
I'm just a Kid Who Believes in Amor and Fun...Tha One in a Million Guy That Does Believe Life Can Be Sweet...Just like a Candy Cane.
Tha One Who Sees Tha True Beauty in a Gurl...Whether She's Red Carpet Ready...Or Minus Tha Makeup Like Plain Jane.
I Dream of This World 2 See Itself Through My Lenses...Just Because They Are Black Fendi, Doesn't Mean I'm Caught Up in All This Glitz and Fame.

So Much You Must Endure I Know, I've given My All like a Ballerina Perfecting Her Craft For That New York or Paris Stage.
Tha Frustration From Patience and Gaining Wisdom...Has Prepared Me To Be Like A Swan Lake...Tha Black One With All Tha Rage.
Using Everything As A Motivation 2 Get Me 2 This Ultimate Level...To Give Tha World A Male J.K. Rowling...Where Anticipation Just Builds and Builds With Each Turning of Tha Page.
Almost Ferls Like Tha Jungle Book or Tha Famous Writing Of Maya Angelou...I've Sung For Years, Now Tha Bird Is Being Let Out of Tha Cage.

Tha Blueprint Was Never Given To Me...Jay-Z Had His in Gotham...But Mine is Different As I Live in South Beach, Right In Tha 'Heart of Tha City'.
My Life has Been Filled With 'Girls, Girls, Girls' for So Long...That Outer Beauty Doesn't Move me As Much...I Cherish Great Convo, Unbelievable Laughs and a 'Never Give Up' Attitude So Gritty.
Somebody Who Also Dreams of a 'Takeover'...With Her By My Side It'll be Like Angelina and Brad...Justin and Jessica...J Lo or Cassie Hanging Out With Diddy.
One That Goes Against Tha Thought That Things 'Never Change'...Because They Saw Tha Power of a Napoleon Dynamite or a Superbad McLOVIN...She Was 'In Da Club' When Dre and Eminem Signed Fitty.

If Nothing Else This Movie Has Turned into a Thriller...Filled With Monsters, Dance Moves and a Soundtrack Popping like a King.
I Don't Know How, or With Who...But Greatness and Luv Can Only Be Held Back For So Long...Sooner or Later I'ma Gonna Get That Thing.
And When I Do, Like Tha Sanders Colonel I'm Gonna Pluck That Chicken Clean...From Tha Legs and Thighs...To Tha Breasts to Tha Wing.
I've Been Life's Best Kept Secret For Too Long...I Really Have...But Now I'm Gonna Hit 'Tilt' in Life's Arcade...I Can Already Hear Tha Sound Go...'Bing! Bing! Bing!'

When Tha Ultimate Lover and Tha Ultimate Clown Gets Pushed To His Limit...This Is What U Get...I'm Taking It 2 Tha Next Level and Today is Tha Start.
So Many Times I've Been Disrespected and Overlooked...Nobody Listening To My Message of 'Fun and Luv', Like How They Do Those 'Bluelight Special' Announcements At K-Mart.
No More...I Will Show That I'm Tha One You Should Be With...Tha One That Believes in 'We' like a Parisian Crossing Tha Street To Colette, Knowing Joy Awaits Her, She Can Already See Her Filled Cart.
You Can Tell That I've Been in Tha Midst of a Civil War as Of Late...Which Is Why My Blood is Spilled on This Post...

And Now U See For Yourself That My Veins Really Do Run On...

Smiley Faces...And Hearts.


Luv is a Leap Worth Taking.
Galaxia.










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