Tha Midnight Train...Is Always On Time!

Aw...Yeah....It's 11:24 pm, this Evening....And I Feel It In Tha Air...Like a Eagle's Flight.
Laying in Bed, Viewing Some Videos from Omarion, Ricky Rozay...A Sexy Musical Night.
But There's A Change In My Spirit...Oh Boy...So Much So That It Feels Like a Halloween Fright.
It Don't Take Much 2 Get Me Going Y'all...Just a Simple Picture Can Rekindle Memories So Outta Sight.

What A Life I Have...South Beach Showroom...Fun Plans Ahead...All In Tha Name of Fun and Luv.
Unique Personality...I Mean How Many Times Have U Seen a Heart of A Lion, With Peaceful Chill of a Dove.
Someone Who Talks About Living Life To Tha Fullest...But Not So Fast That While Grinding U Don't Forget Ur Trojan Glove.
Tonight Is Gonna Be Special, I Know This Post Is...Almost Like I Got Energy From Tha Luv and Fun Gods Above.

See...No More Minor League Games...Said That We are One of Tha Best, and Boy Do I Now Feel Like I Got Something To Prove.
For Tha Last Few Months, it's Been Kinda Boring....No Matter How Much Money I Have, Or Gurls In Our Face...It Was Stale like a Bishop Chess Move.
Looking Everywhere For Something To Rekindle That Fire...One of Becoming Tha Best...Letting Fun Exude From Our Body...A Sexy Lotion of Motivation To Soothe.
I'm Different or Weird...I Already Know...I Apologize For Music, Fashion, Sports and Sex Making Up My Galaxia Stew.

When Things Happen in Ur Life...U Have To Push On...No Matter What...Be A Solider...Be It Like Tha Army...Or No Limit...Like Master P.
Yeah...There are Times Where U Wanna Say "Uhhh"...Why Me?  How Come I Have To Keep Going Through This?  When Will At Least One Person Open Their Eyes and See?
Almost Everyday Walking Out Ur Apartment Thinking..."I Wish I Wasn't Tha New Kid in School.  It's No Fun Not Knowing How 2 Sing When Everybody Else is in This Class of Glee."
Feeling Like Ur Tha Lil Kim of Life...It's Great To Have Money and Fame...But What's Queen Bee Without  Somebody 2 Share Her Sticky Comb of...Honey.

I'm Gonna Write This Thang On Tonight...I Know I'm Supposed To Be Sleeping as I Get Ready for This Seminar On Tha Process of Buying My Fabulous Condo.
But Life Can Toss U Curveballs Bro...Big Time.  Many Times U Feel like Getting Into Shouting Matches With Tha Head Coach in Tha Sky...Like My Name is Rondo.
Leave U Thinking, "Why Did I Follow My Heart In Tha First Place?"...I Know it's Cold, but I Should've Followed Tha Rest of Hollywood and Moved To Toronto.
Lessons Involving Luv...Lessons Involving Money...Should I Keep Striving To Be This Living Legend, When I Look On TV and It Ain't About Tha Craft...But All About Tha Dough.

Maybe It Was Beyonce's "7/11", That Started Me On This Rush...A Fun Video Featuring Gals Who Were Dressed How I Like, and Dancing As If It Was 1999.
Tha Type That Allows U To Let Ur Body Do Things All In Tha Name of Fun...Who Even Cares If There's An Instagram Camera Shine.
All That Energy Bottled Up, That Bursts Out like Star...I'll Take Any of Those Juicy Flavors...Red, Tropical..I Always Love Passionfruit...And I think You Know Why!
Sometimes U Just Have 2 Close Ur Eyes and Envision How Life is About To Go...Dream Job...Dream Crib...Dream Gal With Beauty So That It Can Blind.

I've Spent A Lot of Time and Energy Writing and Telling People How I Do...Last Night I Said Tha "Stage is Set" so Now It's Time For Tha Show.
Everythang is In Order, Like It Should Be...I'm Fresh Beyond Any Years or Seasons...Feel like Jay-Z Back When He Had His Blueprint 2 Flow.
It's Amazing How U Feel Once U Go Through a Storm...When Tha Wind is Blowing, Tha Rain is a Pouring, And Ur Left on Tha Corner Sans an Umbrella, When Will It Stop...One Never Knows.
I've Been Caught Many a Days and Nights...These Folks Can't Be That Much Better Than Me Can They?  This Gurl Giggles On a Hershey Kiss...But Once U Get a Taste of This Johnny Depp Drug, Ur Surely Have 2 Blow.

I Talk Too Much About Luv...2 Much About Drugs...2 Much About Tha Climb...Forgive Me, but I Have 2 Talk Real...Somebody Has To.
Just Because U Look Good...Or Gots Some Dineros and Such...Doesn't Mean That Ur Always Making Out With a Miss Piggy Under A Sky So Blue!
I've Learned That There's A Process To Reaching Ur Dreams...Sometimes Tha Longer It Takes Tha Better...Nobody Wants A Diamond That's Only As Tough as Elmer's Glue!
U Have To Go Through Tha Fire...U Have To Be Embarrassed a Few Times...Those are Tha Moments That Make U Stronger, Better...Like a Detroit Gals Hair-Do!

Sometimes U Can Hate Tha Process...Never In My Life Have I Taken Zen Breaths When I'm All Alone...Almost Should Walk Around With My Mat, Cuz Every Moment Seems Like a Test of Yoga.
Wondering If U Can Rekindle Those Days Where Ur Boys Used To Throw Those "Wife Beater and Thong" Parties at College....Just Imagine Tha Movie Animal House...With Blue Lights and No Togas!
Thinking That It Has Somewhat Become a Criminal To Be You...Like McGruff Tha Crime Dog is Now Following You Because U Like LA Sexy...Southern Belles...and Even Miami Dolls Who Act a Tad Chonga.
Reading Tha Manuel Everyday Wondering If This Thang Really Works or Not...Laughing When People Say, "Keep Ur Head Up", "Ur Time is Coming"...Or My Fav..."Every 15 Mins a Bus Comes Around Tha...Cor-na."

I Think That's What This Diary is about, and What I Dreamed It Would actually Be...An Inside Look To Somebody Who One Day is Gonna Be a Big Star.
One Who Understands But Doesn't Agree With Tha Timelines of Future Success...Wondering Why My Love Life Could Be A Remix Version of Tha Game and Yay's joint, "Wouldn't Get Far."
But In Life, You Can't Worry About Everybody Else, Just Make Sure Ur Tha Best Version of Urself...Remember This Is Golf, Ur Competition isn't Other People, but Tha Course, and its Par.
Once U Count Ur Blessings, Whether That's In Food, Clothes or a Right Mind...U Find That Being One of Tha Last of a Dying Breed is Kinda Cool...Ur a Butterfly in this Museum, Waiting To Be Let out of Tha Jar.

And When Tha Top Comes Off, Like a White Aston on Ocean Drive...U Find That Ur Wings Are Stronger Than Most, and U Get Simple Joy from Being Let Out.
U've Been Training All Those Years Inside of That Jar...Flapping Ur Wings...Not Getting Tha Sunshine U Thought U Needed...Laying at Tha Bottom Like An Angel Who Only Could Pout.
It's Those Moments In Tha Jar That Makes Tha Days of Freedom So Beautiful, U Looked Through That Glass and Saw How Pretty Tha Dandies Can Be, if Only U Could Get Past This Doubt.
Tha Darkest Hour is Right Before Daybreak...There are Times Where U Can Bust Through Tha Doors of Success...While There Are Others When Tha Only Way is a 20 Year Continual...Knock.

I've Learned It's Not About Tha Six Pack Abs or Tha Killer Pairs of J's In My Closet...I Got Those Thangs, But there's More...Absolutely More.
Yeah...Life Can Seem Unfair....Yeah...Life Can Seem Like It's Going Too Fast...But Instead of Looking at Tha Clock, Maybe U Should Understand How 2 Keep Score.
Every "No" Doesn't Make U Less Sexy...Every Rejection Letter in Tha USPS Doesn't Mean It Won't Happen...I Must Admit That One Great Night Of Luv, Might Equal a 1000 Nights of Tears via Tha Pour.
U Keep Going...Disregarding Negativity...or Haters...Cuz It Will Come...Knowing That Flight Doesn't Happen OverNight...A Bird Hatches...Walks...Runs...Tries....Falls...Tries Again...And Again...Then Soars.

When I Played Basketball in High School and Through College...After Tha Starting Lineups Were Announced, I Would Go To The Free Throw Line and Jump Up and Down Several Times Cuz It Was Time 2 Play.
I feel That During This Midnight Hour On Tonight...Everybody Has Gotten Theirs So To Speak, But What About Tha Kid?  On Tha Rail Tracks of "Dreams Come True" How Many More Times Must I Lay?
All Tied Up, With Robin Thicke Singing Tha Background To This Moment, Where Somebody is Willing to Do Any and Everythang, So That..."He Was One of Tha Best Ever." Can Be His Universal Say.
Tonight is More Special Than Any Other Night, and I Know it, Cuz I Hear a Sound That I've Always Wanted To Hear...Like MJ's "Whooo!"...Jada's "Ah-Ha!"...Or Miss Britney's Voice When she says...'Baby.'

It's Tha Sound of Tha Locamotive Choo-Choo A Coming...I Can Smell Tha Smoke...And I Lay Hear, with Eleven Paris on My Chest and Joe's Jeans on My Backside.
Purple Ropes Got Me Tied To This Metal, With My Arms With Nowhere To Move...Tha Train is Coming Full Speed, but Somehow I know I'll Survive.
When Others Where at Play, U Were Quietly in Tha Lab, Calculating This Moment at Hand, When U Would Meet Head On With Destiny...When Ur Soul Became Revived.
"Chooo-Choooo!"  Yeah...This is What Tha Great Ones Do...They Take Risks...Not Afraid of Failure, or What Anybody Else Thinks...Knowing that U Have 2 Have Tha Confidence 2 Leave Tha Jackson 5.

I'm just gonna Close My Eyes, cuz I've Already Been Through Tha Pain...My Mind, Body and Soul Has Gotten Through Worse...I Can Handle Anythang if I Can Handle Once Falling For a Gurl Who was Gay.
Or Walking Into Ford Modeling Agency With a Folder in My Hand, and Them Giving a Look like, "U Would've Been Better Coming Back on Tha 367th Day."
Through Time...Through Ups and Downs, I Know Now More Than Ever...That God Really Does Work In Some Very Mysterious Ways.
If u Hold On Ur Time Will Come, I Know It...I Mean, Some Of tha Best Flowers That Ever Bloomed Came Up After Tha Month of May.

"CHOOOO....CHOOOO!"  Tha Moment Is Here, and Now Ur Gonna See Tha Best of Me...Not Talking No Throwback Either, like Tha Old School Mya Song.
Always Remember, that To Reach Tha Highest of Heights, You First Have To Learn How To Survive in Tha Jungle...At Least that's What I Took Away From Tha Story of King Kong.
Ok...Now...I Can Feel Tha Wind Blow Harder and Harder, as This Train is Approaching...Man!  I Didn't Think It Would Feel So Strong.
I Ain't Worried Bout Nuthin'...It's Like I Can Hear French Montana in My Ear...Guess My Only Question is..."How Come U Took So Long?!"

No More To Write, I'm About To Have My Run in With Destiny on These Tracks...I Know Now That Consistency, and Resiliency always Wins Tha Race.
And It Helps To Have a Tad Bit Of Motivation as Well...Use Whatever it Takes As Fuel...From Nobody Liking Ur Social Media Pics To A Job Non-Hire...Or Like Me Tonight...A Former Galaxia Beauty's Face.
I'm Gonna Let Tha Work Speak For Itself, No Need 2 Brag...I Know Where We Stand In History...God Has Already Given Me Tha Ribbon Tha Says...First Place.
We're Gonna Share Fun and Luv Tha Only Way I Know How...And As This Train of Destiny Is About To Hit Me...I Have No Greater Joy Than To Shout Out...

"IT'S AMAZING WHEN....THA CHASER FINALLY...

 BECOMES....

...THA CHASED!"


Austino Galaxia!
Smooches Good Night!