4.21.2016

P.R.

I Feel Tha Purple Rain as My Favorite Prince Has Left His Throne.
Truly No Matter How U Chop it Up, There Will Never Ever Be A "Symbol Man" Clone.
Today, Has Been Weird Since Tha Moment I Got Up...A Very Different Kind of Tone.
My Place is Such a Mess, This South Beach Life of Play...Can't Believe Now A Black Screen Is Showing on My Phone.

Tonight...I Grew Up. Yep. Letting Go with Lessons Learned. No Longer Holding On 2 Thoughts of 'Rejections' and What People Say.
There is A Sense of Just Living Each Moment as a Masterpiece...This Van Gogh Of 'Fun and Luv'...Determined 2 Do it That Way.
Recently It Has Felt Like I've been Trying 2 Please Everybody...So Many Pulling At Me, So Much Sacrifice 2 Try 2 Make Somebody's Day.
I never had a Calendar Year Start Like This...Tha Worst Stretch EVER...But Tha BEST As Well....Just A Symbol of Dues Pay.

It's been like I've been Yanking on Every Single Door...Using Force, A Battering Ram, A Blow Torch and Tha Classic Credit Card Swipe.
Leaving No Stone Unturned, As We March on 2 Success...Never Wearing a Ski Mask, Because I Want Millions 2 Know We Finally Won This Fight.
Days it felt like We Were Possibly Trying Too Hard...Tha Effort Just Escalates After U've Been On Such a Red Eye Spaceship Flight.
Tha Feeling of 'I'm Never Gonna Make It' Can "Creep" in like TLC...U Ever So Have 2 Push, Everyday and Every Night.

Seasons Ago I Wanted This Diary 2 Be a Real-Time View of Tha a Journey 2 Dreams Come True...I Shoulda Known Then That It Would Be Hard.
Years, Months and Beauty Queens Later, We Are Still Writing About Not Giving Up on Urself, And Luv...Tha Keys 2 Becoming a Superstar.
When U Do What U Perceive is Right and Don't Feel Tha Mustard on Tha Hot Dog, it Takes Sone Strength 2 Keep Approaching Tha Bartender At Tha Bar.
You Wonder 'Why?' Instead of 'Soon'...Hoping That This Belief in Anything is Possible Will Take as Disney Will Say...Very Far.

Everything Is Not For You...Every Flirt Doesn't Automatically Mean Sex...To Some It Does...But U Have 2 Remember Who You Are.
I'm probably Tha Easiest Person 2 Know...Cuz I'm more Open Than a Dr. Seuss Novel...Sometimes I just Get Irritated That I've been This Butterfly Stuck in This Tight Aired Jar.
I have a Grand Life...Believe U Me...Just haven't Enjoyed...'Me' as Much...When U keep Hearing 'No!' You Feel like Perfection is Tha Only Comet 2 Being A Star.
U Become Better and Better...Hoping That Somebody Will See...That Ur Just a Goofy Kid With Tha Purest of Hearts...Low Miles on Tha Ultimate of Sportscars.

Motivation Through Denial...Which isn't just a River in Egypt...It Can Take You 2 Becoming Your Very Best.
Life is Funny in That Right When U Think U've Passed Every Quiz...Bam! Here Comes Even a Stiffer Test.
Zen Meditation on Success and Luv and Wealth Has Never Been More Present...I Truly Feel like I Can See Tha Roots of This Very Special Love Quest?!
Just Have 2 Fall in Luv With Being Patient...With Tha Understanding That This Period Has Given Me Something I May Cherish in Tha Future...Rest.

There is just Something Different Having 2 Pour Your Heart and Soul 2 Ur Dreams...It's different When Ur Faith Is Laid on A String like Clothes Outta Tha Wash.
When u Have 2 Roll Up Ur Sleeves and Really Dig In...It Adds Some Spice like a Gurl That Once Lived So London Posh.
U begin 2 Luv Tha Challenge...Enjoy Those Moments of Tha Battle Within...U Slap on Your Helmet Cuz U Know Tha Best Seats 2 A Concert Might Involve a Pit of Mosh.
Time Seems 2 Be Flying By, And Fear of Time Running Out Can Slip in...But Time is On Ur Side...Tha Great Ones Have a Knack For 'Perfect Timing'...Leaving Thoughts of "Oh My Gosh!"

Now I'm Finna Lay My Head Down 2 Sleep...More Relaxed As Ever...Knowing What Tha Purpose of My Life is Once I Reach That Certain Fame.
Using Every Ounce of My Ziplock Bag Full of 'Hearts and Smiley Faces' and Show Tha World That I am Serious and This Isn't A Game.
Truly 2night Has Shown Me a Lot...From What Turns Me On 2 Using Experiences As Ultra Premium Fuel to Create This Galatic Fire That Can Never Go Out...Nor Be Tamed.
I Used 2 Write With Tha Sense That I Needed a 'Woe is Me' Umbrella...Now I Understand That 'I Will One Day Rule Tha World'...That Day Has Come...

And 2night Was Tha First Drop...

Of Our...

Purple Reign.

XOXO.
Galaxia!