Ushering In A New Era.

"There Goes My Bay...Bee!"
I Wasn't Even Gonna Write on 2night but Usher Raymond Started Me.
No Idea Where This is Gonna Lead, Guess We'll Have 2 Wait and See.
Our Life is Slowly but Surely Turning Into One Which I'm Winning in This Game of Monopoly.

We're a Guy Who's Really All About Having Fun, if U Didn't Know.
These Eyes see so Much Crazy Stuff...More Wild Than an Episode of South Beach Tow.
Within We Think That There's Nobody Like Us...Humble Despite our Wardrobe of Dough.
But When I Get Cut It's Different...U Don't See Blood...Clown Faces Outwardly Flow.

I've Wondered a Lot, Should I Tone Down, and Just Live for Sex and Money?
Should I Become Like Everybody Else, and See a Dumpster Digger and Find That Funny?
Right Now, We are at Tha Top of Our Game, Chewing on Carrots Like Bugs Bunny!
Living Life 2 Tha Fullest, Not Concerned About Air Bags...Or Ending Up Like a Crash Dummy.

See One Thang About This 'Cosmo' is I Can Write as Free as a Jailbird.
My Previous Diary was for Tha Galaxy...This is For Me...Every Single Picture and Word.
No Longer am I Chasing Fame, Cuz I Know She's Now Chasing Me...I'm Who She Adores.
No Longer am I Chasing Mulah...Still Got Checks That Have Yet To Get My Cashing Signature.

It Doesn't Matter Though...Certain Thangs...Right Now, I Got My Heart Set on This Dream Life.
Experiences Have Prepared Us, and Taught Us What's Important on This Flight.
So Many Times I used To Wonder, Why are Eyes So Closed?  I'm Tha Perfect Opposite for a Sexy Wife.
To Be Honest I'm Sooooo Happy That I Had To Go Through Tha Process, Tha Pain, and All Tha Now Gladly Wanted Strife.

Kept On Believing That...There's Another Level To Reach...People Thought I Was Just Talking Smack.
Those Same People Who Missed Out, I Bet Now They Wish They Had That Moment With Me Back.
I'm One of Tha Most Competitive People on Earth...I Used To Keep It In...Now, My Swagger is One of a Dr. Seuss Cat.
My Memory is Like an Elephant...And I'll Never Forget Those Who Never Wanted To Give Me a Simple Chance or 'Hang In There' Pat.

I Don't Like To Release Too Much of My Fire To Tha Masses...Cuz Folks Won't Understand What Drives Me To Be My Best.
It Could Be a Future Opportunity, A Diss From a So Called Friend...Or Even Tha Notion That Once Again I of All People, Have 2 Go Through Another Test.
Now I'm Comfortable in My Skin...And Realize Who I've Become and Am...A Prototype for Success.
Here's Me in a Turtle Wax Nutshell...Fun...Luv...Egotistical...West Coast Gangsta...East Coast Style...All With Tha Next Door Manners of Tha Midwest.

Starting To Feel it on Tonight...Cuz, and I'm Not Alone Here...But U know When Things are About To...Jump!
That's Why It's Important To Get In Tune With Tha Rhythm of Tha Heavens and Tha Earth We Live...So U Know When Mother Nature is Giving U a Fist Pump.
My Whole Life I've Felt Has Been About being an Example of How Life Can Be Gold...Even Though U Might Have 2 Dig For It in Several Dumps.
U Come Out All Stankonia, With Banana Peels on Tha Top Of Ur Head, Wondering if This Dig is Worth all Tha Bruises and Bumps?!

When U Take Life Step By Step, like Tha Old TGIF Show, U Realize It May Take Longer, but It's Tha Best Way.
Who Wants To Go Through Tha Process of Finding Urself, Managing $20 for a Week or Seeing Nobody Spoke 2 You For An Entire Day.
Who Wants To Go Through Tha Process of Thinking Ur Tha Best Candidate For a Job, then getting a Rejection Letter in tha Mail To Indicate U Still Can't Play.  (William Morris I Won't Forget You!  I Mean Twice??)
Nobody Wants To Feel Unwanted...Nobody wants To Take Tha Long Way To Ur Dreams, but still even though that road is quieter, it's worth every single Toll U Have 2 Pay.

Right Now I Feel like Getting Loose...Almost in a Bragadocious way about My Life and What's Going On.
But....Somethang is Telling Me That This New Life isn't About Me...So Tonight I'm Gonna Sing a Different Song.
Cuz I know Someone is Gonna read This Years from Now, and Realize That This Galaxy of 'Fun and Luv' is Where They Truly Belong.
See, I Don't Speak For Everybody, I Write as a Voice for Tha Dreamers, and Those Who are Gonna Shake Up This Globe Like King Kong!!

Be You.  No Matter What...Cuz I'll Take an Original 'You' over a Fake Person Any Day of Tha Week.
I Heard Earlier Today Somebody Say, "I Get Lied To All Tha Time", I Had 2 Laugh Cuz People Who are Honest and Faithful 2 Their Word is Somethang All True Game Changers Really Seek.
It's So Refreshing When U Find People Who Don't Play Games or Who are Straight Up Bout Thangs, makes U Want To Pull out a Dance From Happy Feet!
Just Because...That's So Rare 2 Find, and I Have had more than a fair share of being lied to directly through teeth brushed With Colgate Complete.

How Do I Want To Go With This???

If U Really Want To Reach Ur Dreams and Goals, U Sometimes Just Have To Block Things Out and Look Within.
Cuz Not Too Many People are Gonna Be in Ur Ear Like, "U Go Gurl!" or "Boy, Ur Doing Tha Right Thang", They Will for a Moment, Up until They see Ur Living Ur Dream...Then Encouragement is like a Forbidden Sin.
What's that Song by Drake?  "All Me"?...Even Though ALLLLL of Us Don't Reach Tha Top Without Somebody Reaching Their Hand Out So That We Can Win.
But, Society Has Changed Big Time...People aren't so Willing To Help Cuz They're Insecured Within Themselves, Thinking Ur Gonna Take a Piece of Their Pie, Not knowing That I Haven't Ate Sweet Potato Pie Since like 2010?!!

Miley Cyrus had a Similar tone in her Song, "On My Own", U Got 2 Make up Ur Mind That Ur Gonna Live Ur Dream, even If Nobody Else Believes.
Just Like U Decide What Pair of Nike's To Put On, or if U Should Go With Tha Erykah Badu Afro or Tha Brazilian Blonde Weeve.
People May Look at U Krazy for Thinking That U Can Change Tha World or Become a Star, But it's Those People That U Need 2 Leave.
I Mean I Have My Own Galaxy That I live in...it's present in Tha Stars in my Signature, My License Plate Booty, and in Every Decision That I Cleave.

Let's Get Silly Real Tonight.  About, I Don't Know Two Days Ago, I Had Another One of Those Profanity Filled Segments That Occur Seemingly Once Every 7 Days like a Familiar Sitcom.
Tha Kind Where I Make Up Cuss Words..."Mutha Dah Dah Dah...Bull....----er", or Whatever Else Comes To Mind...Cuz U Get Tired of Being Tha Best Cheerleader, but not being able To Shake Ur Pom Poms.
Then When u Do Shake Them, People Look and Stare Like They Never Knew...Yeah...I Used To Be Covered like a Nun, but Now My Pom Poms are Coming Out like Wonder Woman at Comic-Con!
Very Few Can Relate To Tha Fire That I've Had Burning Within Me...U Get Tired of Sipping Publix White Wine...Dang-It!  I Want Some Perignon Dom!

I've Had To Understand To Take Thangs Slow...Almost Like Getting Tha Gurl U Want, and instead of Enjoying Tha Process U want to Jump To Seeing Her in Her Polka Dot Bra and Purple Panties.

(That's a Hint 2 What I Like By Tha Way!)

You know What Ur Gonna Get in Tha End, but it's Tha Process of Her Taking off Her Blouse, Kicking off Her Heels, All Tha While Tipping Her Head Back and Pouring in Her Mouth M&M Candies!
Then She Gives You That Look, Like I'm Still Not Done Yet...She's Now Barefooted in Her Hudson Jeans, and She Begins 2 Take Them Off and Turns Around So U Can Get a Preview of Her Toosh That's So Dandy.
Now She's Where U Knew She Would Be, and Begins To Walk Over To You, and When She Reaches Both Arms Behind Her Back 2 Unhook, U See Why Cameras Follow Her on Tha Beaches So Sandy.

Perfect Example.  I've Felt Like I Know What I'm Gonna Get, a Very Exhilarating Experience, but When U've Seen Tha Burlesque Show Before without a "Bang", U Wonder If It's Worth Holding Tha Gun.
U Have it Clocked and Loaded, it's So Intimidating, but When I Shoot, Instead of Bullets,  a Flag Comes Out in a Pop Art Bubble Spelling...'F-U-N'.
But No Matter How Many Times U've Seen Tha Striptease, Each Time Is Different, and That's What I've Realized...Act Like It's New Under Tha Sun.
And That Has Given Me a Renewed Spirit, From That of Being a....

Alright, I Have 2 Stop, I Got Sorta Interrupted for tha last Hour and a Half, and I Lost My Train of Thought and Rhythm as I was definitely about to get on a Butter Roll For Real!  Guess That's What Happens When U Write a Diary.

Sorry For This Awkward Moment, but I lost My Thought Pattern.
Til Next Time...Live.  Have Fun!  And Be Yourself!
Cheerio!
Galaxia.