Pre-Red Carpet.

Haven't Done This in Awhile...Let's See if Tha Magic is Still in Our Hands.
A Rarity...A Chance 2 Write...Just Me and Tha Diary...With No Fans.
A Party Going Sorta Solo...With Those Red Cups Being Filled Up With "Fun" Pop Cans.
No Idea Where This is Gonna Led To...But Somehow I Don't Believe it's By Any Happenstance.

Writing This Before I Get a Sunday Workout In...Giving My All For My Shape 2 Be Tip Top.
"No Excuses" anymore...It's No or Never...Somehow All This "Wait Til Next Year" Has Got 2 Stop.
Seems like I've Gone Through So Much, That It Should Be a Crime...Of Course, Cupid is Playing My Cop.
Gonna Dig Down More Than Ever To "Will" My Dreams To Come True...And Not Be Squandered Away By Some Unwanted Mop.

Our Life is Different.  Let's Be Honest With Ourself...No Reason To Try 2 Ignore Tha Fact, By a Run or Hide.
There's Another Level That Can Be Reached, I just Know It...When I Think About it, Somethang Tingly Occurs Inside.
Like U Know it's About 2 Jump Off...Well, It Has Already Really....It's just that Tha Rest of Tha World is Gonna Be So Surprised.
Cuz All That I Write, Say, and Live By isn't Just For Entertainment Purposes, its just So That Those Like Dreamers Can Be Along For Tha Ride.

Today I Had a Urge To Text This One Gurl, Who I Hadn't Seen in a Grip...Just To Say, "What's Up" and 2 See How She Do.
But Somethang Told Me Not To...Almost Like She's in Our Past, and 2 Repeat Unwanted History Would Be Tha Definition of Going...Cuckoo!
When Ur About To Enter Into New Teritory in Ur Life, U Can Sometimes Feel Tha Want To Go Back and Reconnect With Ur History...Almost Outta Tha Blue.
Even Though U know Ur Present and Now Future is Gonna Be Epic and Spectacular...Tha Specifics of Ur New Journey....Well, U Haven't Really Got a Clue!

Talk 2 My Moms Yesterday, and We Talked About all Tha Sacrifices and How People Think That Success Happens...Overnight.
But In Actuality is Occurs, Through Tha Stages Leading Up To That "Big Break"...U Perform Tha Same Level of Excellence, but Now All of a Sudden Ur...'Outta Sight!"
Patience is Tha Most Difficult Thang For Me To Deal With Right Now...Every Moment Feels like a Big Money Floyd Championship Fight.
Almost Like Going Into A Store, and Being Able To Buy Whatever U Want, Knowing That It's Going To Fit U, With No Need 2 Try It On, Cuz U know It's Gonna Fit Right.

Trying 2 Push 2 Write This Right Now...Cuz 2 be Honest Tha Inspiration To Write Isn't As Strong as It Once Was Say...A Little Bit Ago.
When Ur In That Battle of Self-Complacency or "This Really Isn't Worth It Anymore", U Start 2 Think Why Go Through Tha Effort...Especially When U Aren't Getting Paid Any Dough.
U Have 2 Push...And Push...Through Those Stages in Ur Life...Although U Can Sense an Audience To All This Sighing Together..."Soooo".
So Many Levels That U Have 2 Pass on This Video Game Called, 'Life'...And So Many Times U Got To Pull Out Tha Cartridge Again...For a Restart Via a Simple....Blow.

Lately Been Thinking About Our Journey...Tha Episodes, Tha Party Times, and Tha Gurls Who I No Longer Talk.
Seems Like I Was a Different Person Back Then...Now I Think I'm More Of "Let Me See U Walk Ur Walk."
It Shouldn't Be This Hard....Used To Be a Consistent Rally Cry of Mine...Wondering Why I Have Designs of This Dream Sidewalk Hop Scotch, But Somebody Was Hiding Tha Chalk.
Trying 2 Figure Out...How I Could I Not Get That Gig...Or How Can A Gurl NOT Want Me or Our Lifestyle...Like Everybody Was Being Kept In Tha Dark.

So I Guess Right Now I'm Trying To Keep or Re-Kindle Tha Fire That Once Was...As I Heard a Quote About Tha Ramones Tha Other Day.
Talking About How That Singing Group Grew Into Caring Less About Changing Tha World, and More About Bettering Themselves...Some of Their Fan Base Thought They Lost Their Way.
I Think About Myself, and Perhaps There's Too Much Time On Getting Myself Together to Be This Star...And I Should Let It All Out like I'm Writing For DoubleDay.
Write More Frequently...Include More Pictures...All So That Tha Galaxy Can See That I'm Just A Better Version of Myself...In a Ultra Fun and Upscale Way.

This Past Week, Tha NFL Opened up Practice, For Tha Upcoming Season...And It's Cool Cuz All Tha Teams Believe They Got a Shot.
No Wins...No Losses To Begin Tha Season...And I'm Learning It Only Takes One Win To Be Able To Say...'I'm Hot.'
But U Got 2 Believe That...In a Real and Not a Fake Sense...Everythang U Do Must Have That Goal in Mind That, This One Opportunity is All I Got.
Even on Today, a Tear Crossed my Eye, Cuz I Want This 'Galaxy Life' So Bad...And I'm Sick of Planting Good Seeds With No Roses Blooming Outta My Pot.

Somethang's Got 2 Give...And Maybe I'm 2 Open...and Perhaps I Should Be More Mysterious...Like Some Kind of Superhero.
I Just Feel Though, That For This Diary, and Tha 'Universo' To Be Authentic...I Have 2 Show U How I've Literally Started from Ground Zero.
Tha Feeling of U Have To Be Two or Three Times as Good, or Sexy or Funny...To Make a Difference...Even Though What U Say Iz Tha Lamb Meat in Life's Overcooked Gyro.
I'm Learning To Not To Run From Who I Am and Have Become...To Really Accept Me For Me...And Not Caring if Somebody Ignores U, or Hates You For Be Open To What U See in Tha Mirror.

One Thang That Gets Me To Chomp At Tha Bit, is That My Diaries or...My Life...Has Been Progressing Slow...So...Like...Nobody May Really Believe What We Say Will Occur.
We Live in a "Seeing is Believing" Society...So Until That Moment Clicks...People are Still Leery to if What We are Proclaiming is Without Our Glasses On....And We're Writing in a Lunacy of a Blur.
Almost Like a Some People Don't Think a Person is Hot Until They are Finally in a Relationship...No...That Person Was Hot Before Then...But Time and Opportunity Never Did Before Concur.
So Sometimes My Nature is, "I Want To Show These People RIGHT NOW!" Kicks in...But Until It Does, These are Just Words Written in a "Let's See If He's Right" Type of Memoir.

Some Wild Thangs Are Happening in My Life...South Beach is Jumping Off Wilder Than Ever.
Never Seen So Many Crazy Thangs Just By Walking Tha street...To Keep Ur Phone in Ur Pocket is Truly No Easy Endeavor.
U Got Gurls Walking Around With Nuthin' On...Cats Sleeping on Top of Cars...To Us Even Getting Soaked With Nowhere To Go on Alton Road, Which Was Heavenly Cleaver.
Another Lesson on How Do I Handle Thangs When Things Go Heywire Beyond Ur Control...U Have To Take it On Tha Chin, and Be Able to Withstand Any Kind of Severe Weather.

I Really Feel like This Version of Our Diary, 'Tha Cosmo' is Being Written in a After-Tha-Fact Type of Way, Which Will Definitely Deserve a Look Back.
Like Somebody Might Wonder How Did Galaxia Get To Where He Is Today?  With This Diary Being Not Only Tha Documented Journey, but Tha Words To Our "Before He Was Famous" Soundtrack.
U Have To Be Able To Take Tha Risks and Sacrifices That Accompany Each Step, and Not Worry About If People Leave U Cuz They Think How U Live or Look is All Whack.
If U Don't Want 2 Be With Me Cuz I Like 2 Have Fun, Share Luv, Enjoy Good Convo, Shop at Tha Coolest Stores, and Get My Freak On...Then Trust Me...I Can Really and Truly Handle That.

As I Look at My Nike Yoga Mat, I Almost Don't Want To Workout Today, But I Must...Because I Still Haven't Got What I've Always Wanted....Just Yet.
So I'm Doing My Best To Make Sure No Stone is Left Unturned, So To Speak...So That This Season Will Be One To Remember...And Become Tha One Where We Get.
Yes, tha Journey Can Seem Long and Sometimes Lonely, Cuz U Feel like Ur So Outta Place, and U Haven't Met Anybody On Ur Level...Just Yet.
But...Right When 'Never' Becomes a Part of Ur Vocabulary...That's When U Learn That Everythang Has a Process...And That's a Lesson That U Never Want To Forget.

Every Part of My Life Has and Is Changing...Wardrobe, Where I Hang, Gurls I Date...Now, I must Say I'm Truly at and Heading To Tha Top of Our Game.
I Don't Believe in 'Age'....Our Diet Hasn't Never Been Better...And Now I'm So Maniacal Bout Getting What I Want Outta Life, that It Truly Borderlines Insane.
Tough To Explain...When U Know That U Know That U KNOW...That U've Passed Tha Tests and That Now Is Ur Time...Ur Confident That Ur Marker is Gonna Make a Huge Mark on Notebooks so Plain.
U Have 2 Go Through a Whole Lot To Reach That Point, But When U Do...U Can Run With Such Swagger, and Don't Even Remember Tha Feeling of Not Walking Without Tha Use of a Cane.

I Know How To Handle Certain Situations, I Know How To Handle My Lifestyle When It Comes To Gurls, and What They Desire Out of a Guy.
This Eric Prydz Music Video is Wild...Anyway...Jokes Aside, I Think Somebody is Really Gonna Get a Treat With Us, and Wonder How a Dude Like Us Somehow Has Slid By.
A Few Words Have Been Popping Around Society Lately...Tha Words, "I've Learned A Lot" and Tha Word "Ready"...Out of Several Mouths Those Words Simply Fly.
We Relate To Both of Those Phrases To Tha Tee...From Turning our Learning Experiences Into Top Living, and To Know That We're Ready...My O My!!

Sure Somebody is Looking For Love Stories or Creativity To Tha Max With This 'Cosmo' Diary, and It's Gonna Be There...Give Me One More Post.
One More Diary Entry Before It Really Jumps Off, and Before I'm Literally Gonna Be Lifting Up Some Kind of Glass in a Champagne Type of Toast.
This Week is HUGE!!! U Just Don't Know...Not Looking To Far Ahead, but We are in Tha Midst of Some Changes That Will Shock Tha Galaxy Star Coast To Star Coast.
But We're Just Gonna Enjoy Today for What It is...And Take Advantage of This Time To Prepare Ourself For This Circus...And Believe U Me it's Coming in a Very Large And Strong Dose.

Nothing Else To Say, Cuz Tha Proof is in Tha Pudding, So No More Talk, and Let Our Life Dictate if All This Talk is True and Straight Up Fact.
Yeah, it's Getting Kind of Personal, and Egotistical But That's Tha Level I Need To Be At For What We're About To Accomplish, so If U Don't Like It, U can Hit Tha Arrow Button That Signifies, "Go Back!"
I May Write More...I May Write Less...My Heart At Tha Moment is in Living Life To Tha...Max.
Now I Realize That Our Time and Moment is Now, and I'm Determined To Submerge Myself in it...

It's About Time I Get My Return on Investment...

Cuz Lord Knows...I've Truly...Truly...

Already Paid My Tax!