"Whatever U Do...Don't Look Down!!!"

Somethang says write 2night, thus we will...We only jot when something is Flying in tha Wings of tha Wind.
So much is Going on With my life right now, almost in a Spending Frenzy like Tha Miami Dolphins.
Complaining that My Organic Valley milk Went to $5.23 a Half Gallon...Yet very close to dropping $200 a Month on My Workout Inside of this New Sexy South Beach Gym.
Never in Our Life Have I felt like this...So Close...Perhaps So Far Away...Feels Like Going To A Snoop and Dre Concert, and them Forgetting 2 Sing, "Juice and Gin."

I Gotta Get my Oatmeal Out Tha M. Wave For A Minute...Hold Up...Ok...We Back...It's Going Down in Our Life 4 Real, Getting Hot Like Vegas Weather.
Is What U Have To Go Through To Reach Ur Dreams All A Mirage?  Or Is This Fight in Ur Soul's MGM Grand, All About Making Ur Palms a Whole Lot Better.
A Homegurl Today Once again Reminded Me of My Dream Move To LA, and How Once Again...This Moment Right Here Might Be "Now or Never".
It Has Crossed My Mind a Tad...But A "Cocka Doodle Doo" Inside says there's still a few Chicks in Miami, that I Have Yet To Pluck Their Feathers!

(That Last Line in and of itself is Gonna Continue to Make Me Tha Most Eliegible Bachelor in Tha Galaxy Cuz Now Gurls R Only Think I Want Sex...Whatever, it's Not True...Soooorta!  Ha ha!)

But besides Thoughts on Buying a New Miami Condo, Me Wrestling With How I Want This New Season of Tha Show, "My Wardrobe" To Look, I Feel like I have Gotten No Rest.
I've been attending quite a Few Heat games this Season, but even as I'm Chillin'... Watching D Wade look like "Flash", I Can't Help but plot to How I Can Become...The Best.
I sense that I have somethang 2 Prove...But Haven't Had tha Chance To Do it...Like Going To Tryouts for American Idol, and J Lo telling you, that "Last Year was about Checkers, This season is about...Chess."
Think About hearing that 'Over and Over and Over again' and You get where I'm coming from...Even Though Checkers Does Have Some Bomb French Fries...Rally's If U Live in tha Midwest.

Has Anybody Been Mad at tha Opposite Sex?  Like...How Dare U Not Want To Be With Me...I'm Tha Best Thang To Happen Since NWA, Wu-Tang and Even Young Money.
I'm Tha Ultimate Competitor When It Comes to Life...Probably Too Much So...Even To Admit That Isn't Funny.
So Many Games...With So Many Beauties...Everybody Almost Likes Me...But Who Loooves Me...My Eggs R Always "Sunny Side Up"...I Can't Help It If Others Like There's All Down and Runny.
Even Earlier This Morning, I Was Shaking My Head in Thought...Wondering If It's Meant for Me 2 Meet Somebody Who Dresses like Brittany From Tha Chipettes, and Has a Personality of My Gurl...Babs Bunny.

That's Rare...And I'm Not Thirsty...Gurls surround Me Everyday...But I Gotta Be Real...If God sees fit for Me 2 Meet that Person...They Will Have Tha Cream of Tha Crop.
That Cream Could Be "Of Wheat" or of "Ice"...Maybe it's That Classic Song By Prince, that used to Make Those Panties Drop!  (Click Here!)
I Honestly Believe with All My Heart and Soul that Nobody is More Prepared for Celebrity and Luv Than We Are...Just Me Saying That I'm Sure is Gonna Send up Tha Sirens For Tha Insanity Cops!
When U've Survived Tha Trials...Tha Lessons...Tha Heartbreak Nights Alone, When Ur Tha "Life of Tha Party"...U Get Stronger and Better...So Once That "Now Is Ur Turn" Baton is Handed 2 U...It You Won't Drop.

Which is Why I even Write...Cuz I just feel like Our life is Different, but Just Maybe Somebody Else Feels Like We Do, and This Can Be a Speaker For Keep on Pushing When U Consider...Tha Quit.
Thoughts Creep into Our Mind like...Ok...I Got tha Coolest Nike's and J's...Money Do Whatever...Try To Have Fun and Share That Energy With Others...Why Am I Still in Tha Black Mamba Pits?
How Come Others are Getting What I Want, Yet Don't Have To Go Through as Much...I Mean It's Tha Fourth Quarter, What Good Does it Do To Have LeBron on Ur Team if He's Just Gonna Sit?
Everyday U Have To Dig....And Dig...And Dig For Motivation, To Get Over This Hump U Can't See, but Can Truly Feel, U've Made Contact With This Success Drug Many Times...But Still Ur Looking For Tha Next. Great. Hit.

This is a Diary, So I Can Be Free, but What I Write, I'll Tell Anybody To Their Face, Cuz When Ur Close To Tha Top of That Dream Mountain, Everythang Comes At You...HARDER...Cuz Ur Close.
You Can't See That Peak, Where U've Been Climbing For So Long, You Want To Let Go So U Can Take A Selfie,  but It'll Be Criminal To Fall All Tha Way Back To Tha Ground, just For a Simple Instagram Pose!
You've Been Bumping and Grinding, and Ur Starting To see Something Wrong...Like It's Just not Good Enough To Have Well...Is It Manicured? No, U Right...2 Have Well Pedicured Toes.
U Look Around, and Ur Tha Only One Still Believing and Holding On...Tha Only Difference Now, That Your Once Sexy Dreams Have Now Turned Into..."I Hate Being So Different" Goals.

This Is When U Have To Drown Out Tha Noise, and Take Several Deep, Calculated Breaths...Recently, I've Done This So Many Times, I Should Write About Galaxia's Positive Steps To Zen!
That means Cutting Tha Phone off...Yes, I Did just say that...Or Tha TV or Internet, and Go for a Walk, and Just Sit in Silence...Only Thinking About Not "If" But...When.
Lately, I've Been Looking at Other People 2 Much...They Have More Social Media Followers, or How Come They Got their High School or College Sweetheart, And I Gotta Deal With a Gurl Who Thinks "A Phone Call Over a Text" is Some Kind of Sin.
We Loudly, Yet Quietly Keep on Saying..."I've Seen it All"...Heck, Jeezy and Jigga Should Put Me on That Remix...Now Realizing That To Become a Legend U Have To Survive in Life's Lion's Den.

I'm Gonna Stop Right Here, and Believe U Me, I Can Go In On This Thang a Whole Lot More...But I Totally Am About To Pop in an Old Episode of "Tha O.C." and Get My Grub on With This Chicken Dinner.
Yeah, Tha Only Way I Know To Overcome This is To Get Better and Then Switch Thangs Up, and Tha Way I'm Feeling Tha Change Just Might Be as Drastic as Mr...Or Miss Bruce Jenner!
My Muses Have Taught Me That I'm On Tha Right Track...It Takes Four Games To Beat Me in a Playoff Series...Small Steps Lead To Big Ones...First Win One...Then Two...Then Three...That's How U Patiently Become A Winner.
I've Felt like Tha Road To Success and My Dream Was So Thick So Long Ago....Now I Understand That I'm Right Where I Want To Be...U Know How I Know...Cuz Right When Ur About To Reach That Mountain Peak...

That's When...

Tha Altitude and Air Becomes Even More Thinner.

Mark My Words ...

I Will Get What I Want....I Will Get What I Want...I Will Get....What and Who...I Want.

With Luv!
Galaxia!