Life In Tha NBL.

Earlier This Sunday, There was a decision made that 2day I wasn't gonna write...Cuz our mind needed some Zen Space.
Yet...After taking a 4 hour Nap where I literally saw tha South Beach Sun go from Peak 2 Dawn, Might as well Speak upon this Race.
Maybe it was me just watching this Music video by Phoebe Ryan called, "Mine" that awoken me from Resting Place.
I'm a Sucka for a Gurl with Colored Hair, and Her Choice of Green is Quite Sexy...So This Thought Crept Into Me, On Why I'm Living Like Puffy...With No Mase.



I usually write so Free...Like a Nelly Furtado Bird, Or shall I say More like a Janet Jackson "Black Cat" tied Up Inside of a White Dove.
Willing To Go Against Tha Norm...Spending Hours in Grocery Stores Reading Labels, they say 6 Grams of Sugar Per Serving Doesn't Cause a Pimple, but I Can't Take a Chance Without a Facial Tub.
Or How People Claim That U Have To Do This Or That To Meet That "One In A Million" Person Aaliyah Talks about...Then How Come I Know Folks Who've Been Married For Years...1st Met In a...Club.
We Had To Hop Out of Tha Bed 2night for a Special Edition of Our Diary Posts...I Got it All it Seems...But How Come I Feel Like I've...

Never Been Loved.

(Huge Blow...Whew...Here We Go.)

You Know Life is Crazy Right Now, and Some May Argue That I'm Really Close To Reaching A Peak.
Yesterday, Spent a Day in Palm Beach, My Getaway of Sorts, Where I Go When My Soul Feels Kind of Weak.
Whether That's On Worth Avenue, Where Gucci, Hermes, and Jimmy Choo Reside, I Mean It's a Party Where Fashion, Wealth and Fun All Meet.
I Can Drive Top Down on Tha Beach, or Possibly Stop To Walk or Dream of the Day, Where I Walk Into One of These Spots Where They Know Me By My First Name...Oh, What A Treat!

Then I Just Joined In My Opinion tha Coolest Gym, I know in Tha Galaxy...Anatomy @ 1220...Kind of Fitting Cuz It Seems Home To Tha Stars!
Where Tha Hottest of Tha Hot...Tha Sexiest of Tha Sexy...Work Hard in a Very Top Scale Exclusive Environment, This Place Truly Bypasses Any Previous Fitness Bar.
I feel Like I Was Led To This Place Though...I Just Want To Work Out and Have Fun...I've Been A Member of Posh Places Before Where All U See Is Rolls-Royce's and Ferrari Cars.
This is Gonna Be Fun, Cuz I Take My Health and Well Being Very Serious...Everything is At My Finger Tips It Seems, Suddenly This Butterfly is finding an Opening In This Well Shut Jar.

Yet...There Still Something That I Don't Really Want 2 Say Haunts Me, But Has Me Wondering Why My Life Is On This One Way Track.
Last Week, I Had Two Dreams That Stood Out, One Of Which I Really Wish I Could Have Back.
One was Me Hanging Out With Tha Comedians Kevin Hart, D.L. Hughley, and The Late Richard Pryor...We Were Running Things Like Tha Ghetto Version of "The Rat Pack"!!
It's Weird...Though...I'm Always Dreaming With These So Called Celebrities Being My Best Friends...Whether it's Kayne Hanging at Tha Crib, or Karolina Kurkova being in My Friend Stack.

My Other Dream, That Makes Me Call Up 1-900-MAD-SCIENTIST, Threw Me Off Like By A Long Shot.
It Involved Me Having Two Gurls at My Disposal Willing To Do Anythang...And I Do Mean Anythang To Be With Me...Heck, I Don't Even Remember Tha Plot!
What I Do Recall is Both of These Gurls Being Super Sexy...That's Why I Say Tha "Gurl of My Dreams" Has To Be Ultra Hot, Cuz as My Eyelids Close, I've Seen Tha Most Beautiful Angels...All On My Cot.
Wondering Why I Always Dream About Gurls, Not "Wet Dreams" Per Say, but Real Soap Opera and Luv Stories of Tha Type...Could U Imagine Tha Dreams I'd Have If I Really Smoked Pot?!!

One of Tha Dolls, Had Dark Hair, a Flawless Face, and Had Curves That Could Turn Tha Back Roads of Coconut Grove Into A Straight Line of Tha Turnpike.
Both of Tha Gurls Were in Ultra "Groupie" Status In Front of Me, and Recall This Feeling of Invincibility...Feeling Like MJ's Song in 2001...It Was Quite a Sight.
Next Thang I Know It, tha Dark Haired Gurl Began To Lift Up Her Top, Exposing Her Breasts, Probably Tha Largest Set of Nipples I've Seen...Yeah! I Know!  Just Think If U Were Dreaming All This That Night!!
Perfectly Round, Wishing I Was A Baby Huey Sucking On A...Ok...U Get Tha Point, but It's Just Wild How Many Times My Dreams Have Episodes of Date or Amor in Them...Why I Don't Get Stage Fright.

But I Wonder...Are These Dreams Tha Furthest It Will Ever Go?  Can I Finally Meet Somebody Who is as Goofy as Me, and Doesn't Care About What Others Think?
It's So Hard To Meet Somebody Who's Into Sports, Fashion, Music, Reading, and Then Has Tha Nerve To Have Their Own Website Link.
We Talk About Love, Like Strip Clubs Talk About Dollars, and at Times I Wonder Whenever I Take This Love Control Test It Always Comes Up Pink.
Guess It Has Been Made For Me To Share Tha Ups and Downs of Being Single, and A Hottie of Sorts, But Some Times Tha Episodes Can Make U Hurl Up a Storm in Tha Bathroom Sink.

Told My Mom Tha Other Day...Everybody Likes Me...But Nobody Has Loved Me...And Since We Got Time Let Me Dispersed What I Mean.
It's Easy To Like Somebody When Tha Bottles are Poppin', or When They are in Magazine or Newspaper Articles, People Always Want To Be Around Folks Who've Become Part of Tha Scene.
Sneaking In #Selfies....Hanging Around Tha Gurl's Bathroom at Tha Pub...Just So They Can Feel like They are Around Tha Hottest Thang Walking Around in Those Jeans.
Sometimes U Know Tha Person, Many Times U Don't...But U Want To Be Around What's Hot at Tha Moment...Think About How Many Folks Loved Fat Joe When He Was on Tha "Back Lean".

I Consider Myself Probably Tha Ultimate in What U Call a "Trendy" Guy...I'm Tha Guy That Gurl's in Tha Past Have Loved To Be Around...But Only To A Certain Point.
That Point Can Be a Sexy Night Away From Her Man...Or It Can Be With Me Kissing from Her Boobs Down To Her Kitty Kat...Maybe It's Me, But I Feel It In Tha Air Whether This is Somebody I Want To Share a Joint.
"Trendy" Meaning, There Have Been and Are Many Times Where It's Cool To Be "With Austin" or What Have You, but When I Try To Kick it Up A Notch It Gets Silent...Like a Christmas Night In Tha Joint.
'He's Fun'...'He's Kinda Hot For a Black Guy'...Heard It All It Seems...Which Leads Me To Wonder, "If I'm So This and That Then How Come I'm Always Wrong When My French Aimer Laser Pen Points?"

Guess, I'm Being So Honest For a Few Reasons...One Cuz I'm Close...Like Super Close, So Much So That Today I Could Feel a Magnet Being Attracted To Someone's Soul.
Don't Know Who...Or What Race, Build or Style of Dress...But We're Very In Tune With Tha Universe, And I Know When Tha Axis Begins To Pull My Way...Funny Cuz This Rarely Have I Ever Told.
So I Want That Person To Know 'What They Are Getting Themselves Into' With Me...This is Gonna Be A Long One Tonight, So I Got a Story That Once Got Me Wishing I Had Some Scoops of Coal.
May Go Along With Tha Second Reason...I Want Other People Who've Gone Through Luv's Game To Be As Open as Possible To Tha Possible...That's Another Goal.

So One of My Guys From Up North Came To Visit Me Down Here in Miami, and He Invited This Chick He Knew To Have Lunch With Us...Like Up at Tha Aventura Mall.
Tha Convo Was Alright Per Se, But I Could Sense That the Gurl Had A Chip on Her Shoulder...Like In Tha Locker Room, U See That Person With "The Perfect Body" Complaining in Tha Mirror on Tha Wall.
To me I Could Tell That She Felt Like All Tha Good Guys Were Either Gay, Taken or With Dolls With Tha Hair Like Barbie, and Felt T'd Off That Cupid Has Failed To Answer Any of Her Calls.
Seen a Lot of Gals, but This Gurl Was starting To Get Me Pat Riled Up...If I Can Handle My Episodes With Love....ANYBODY CAN...Then She Said Something That I Promise You That Had Me Go Willy Wonka Like Roald Dahl!

This Chicken Head...I Mean Gurl Got To Talking About How There's No Man Out Her That Is On Her Level, or Can Please Her...And I Was Trying To Tell Her That U Have To Give a Guy a Shot, Cuz U Never Know.
Look, Just Because A Guy or Gal, Doesn't Drive Tha Latest Car or Rock That Latest Threads from Alexander McQueen or Heck Even H&M, Doesn't Mean That Person Doesn't Have Dough.
Her Mind Was Set...She Was Tired of Guys Who Weren't Educated Like Her...Tired of Another "Brotha" Dissing Her For A Pam Anderson or Penelope Cruz, When She Thought Their Choice of Gurls Didn't Have To Be 'Low'.
For Tha First Time, I Was Amazed and Ready To Fight On This Topic...Cuz Just Because U Haven't Seen It or Experienced It, Doesn't Mean it Doesn't Exist...All Moths in Tha Jar Don't Immediately Glow.

I Made a Comment To Her like, "How Do U Know That I'm Not Tha Next One", and She Made a Comment That Almost Had Me Shouting like Michelle Bernstein, "Check, Please."
Cuz U Never Know...One Thang, and I Can Talk About This Since Tha Lord is Exposing Me To Tha Finest Thangs Life Can Offer From Wealth To Gurls...This Diary IS My Life and Not A Hollywood Movie Tease.
One Thang, Here In Miami and My Hood of South Beach, We Fall Prey To is What We See...I'm Learning That Looks Can Be Deceiving By A Lot of Means...Don't Be Fooled By Those Lambo Car Keys.
Many Nights, I've Thought...This Gal is so Cool...She Likes Tha Lakers and Tha Heat Like Me...Or This Gurl Has Tha Patent Leather Jordan 11's...And On Top of That Her Favorite Rocker is Flea?!!!

She Has To Be Tha One...Our Match.Com Profile are At 99% Compatibility...She Can Relate To The Simpsons as Much as The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air...She Has To Be Tha One.
But Many Times, Just Like tha NCAA Basketball Tourney, We Go By What We see on Paper, and Not Tha Actual Game...Every Clown U Meet Isn't All About Making Balloons and Having Fun.
And That's as Frustrating as NBC Cancelling Ur Favorite Show, Cuz U Now Begin To Think...Ok, This Person Had This, This and This...It's Like I'll Never Find Anybody, and This Luv Game I Will Now Shun.
While On Tha Other Tip, Especially Here in South Beach, U See That It's Possible, With One Element Missing, So U Go Years and Seasons Passing Up Possibilities, Cuz U Want This Perfect Package Preferably Just With a Longer Gun!

(If Ur a Gurl Who's a Freak, U Got That Last Line!! Ha Ha!)

Recently, and Just like Kobe and Shaq in '99, When U Feel like U Don't Have What U Want, U Become Open To Thangs and Realize That Just Maybe There is Somebody Like You...Hold On, I Got To Play This Silkk and Mya Song.  (Click Here.)
But When U Feel Like Ur Not Losing...But Aren't Getting What U Want, U Start To Try Different Things...Like Going For That Gurl Who Dresses Like a Bookworm instead of Just Tha Gal in Tha Thong.
Once U Do Those Thangs U Become Surprised at What Lies Beyond Those Work Clothes or Race Lines...Mean Height Really Doesn't Even Matter...Just Make Tha Bed Go From Full To King Size Long.
So Many Times I've Been Surprised at Tha Beauties I Meet, and I've Seen Quite a Many...Gurl, U Know 'Pac?!...Or Them Old MTV VJ's and Spring Breaks...U'll Be Surprised To If U Just Get Past Tha Glass Case.

All of Us Have Been Sheltered or Withdrawn After Failed Relationships or Friendships, but I just Want Others To Move On...Cuz I've Doubt That Many Have Had More Disappointments As Me.
There Have Been Times When I've Come Home And Just Dropped "F-Bombs", Yelling and Talking To Myself Until Tha Neighbors Know My Name like Trey...Wondering Why They Just Can't See.
They Will Rather Be Home Eating Bon-Bon's, Dreaming About Dating a Former High School Quarter Back, While Sipping on Some Bud, Instead of Hanging With Somebody Who's as Bubbly as a Kelly.
I'm Not Thinking About Being Married With Children...Especially For One Night Of Laughs...But Those Lessons Are What Makes One Feel Hated For Being Tha Fifth Teletubbie.

In Life In Order To Speak Upon Certain Thangs, U Yourself Has To Experience That Ultimate Depths of Rejection, Perseverance and Pain.
What U Go Through at a Particular Moment In Time, May Not Be For You, But So U Can Help a Friend or a Stranger...It's More Than Tha Mulah and Fame.
When I Look at All Tha Episodes That I've Been Through, I've Wondered Like...This is So Abnormal...Sometimes To Be Tha Best, U Have To Spend Time on Tha Bench...U Can Either Soak About It, or Study Tha Game.
See What U Would Do Differently, What Speed is Tha Flow, and How U Can Make An Imprint That's Never Been Seen, So That When They Hear "Fun" or "Luv" They First Think of Ur Name.

Guess I'll Stop Right Here...Tha Writing gods are Telling Me To, Even Though I Can Go On...But Be Open About Love and Dating...U Never Know Who's Good in Tha Sack...Or Who Has Trust Fund Dubs.
Now When I See A Super Attractive Gurl, I Look Then Utter...But I Got To Get To Know Her...Can She Make Good Oatmeal?  Or Is She Down When I Want To Give Her a Needed and Unforgettable Back Rub.
Right Now, I'm Just Being in Tha Moment, Which is Crazy Right Now...Almost Have No Time 2 Think...Upcoming Got a Week Worth of Heat Games, Workouts...And Tha Sexiest Places To Grab Some Grub.
But Through This Galaxy Lifestyle...I'm Still Just A Dude Who Wants 2 Have Simple Fun No Matter What...With Others Who Are Tha Same ... Us Fitting Like a Ball and Glove.

What We Go Through is Sometimes Destined To Make Us Stronger, and Better...Scripts That Are Usually Trashed are Given To You Straight From Above.
You Got Everythang One Can Want...Except U Wonder How Come I Keep on Getting These Humble Roles...I'm A Star in Training, and I'm Getting These Parts That Make Me Look Ever So Dumb.
Tha Great Ones Keep Hammering Away, and Uses Every Experience as a Motivation To Become The Ultimate Version of Themselves...No Matter If Their Toe Gets a Stub.
Share Your Story...and Show All Those Who Doubt You, That U Are Worthy of The Best That Life Has To Offer...U May Wonder Why I'm So Open, or Why I'm So Determined To Be One of Tha Best...

It's Easy....Cuz I Know What It Feels Like To...

Never...Been Loved.

Bye!
Galaxia.